A REMINDER

Dear 25 year old me, OMG HEY GURL HEY!! YOU WOULD BE 25 YEARS OLD AND LIKE WOWWWWW CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!! I HOPE YOU AREN'T CRYING OVER PISSY BOYS ANYMORE, AND THINGS OUT OF YOUR CONTROL. I HOPE YOU HAVE LEARNED THE TRUE MEANING OF FAILING, AND I HOPE THAT YOU REMEMBER HOW THOSE "FAILURES" BROUGHT YOU TO THE SUCCESS, 25 YEAR OLD YOU CAN GLOAT WITH JOY!! I HONESTLY FEEL LIKE BY THE TIME WE GET TO 25, YOU WILL HAVE A BODY LIKE MEG THE STALLION AND A BANK ACCOUNT TO MATCH!! WHOOP WHOOOP Ok, now that the excitement has worn off! I hope you are smiling, omg don't you dare cry you big baby! Unless it is happy tears, I hope you don't let anyone take your special joy, on your special day. No matter where you are, who you are with, remember that you have yourself. Only you have the power to make your day special! Never forget that, because at this moment you let things get the best of you. For no reason at all, you probably look at this moment and laugh. I mean, you are the most dramatic person I know. Sometimes I think you really believe life is a movie. I don't know where you will be at 25, honestly. I can only hope that you are happy. That you understand why certain chapters in your life had to happen, so you could understand where you are in that moment. It's your birthright, to thrive. I hope you finally left Memphis, nothing was there for you. You have to create the special moments in your life, and write your story. It's your world, and make the best of it. No matter where you are, never forget that. Remember to not put so much into people, but more into yourself. Remember who you are, the truest form of yourself. I am not sure exactly why all of these words are coming to mind at this moment, but I truly do hope you are happy. You deserve it. I just hope you aren't in the same place, doing the same things with the same people. It's really time to elevate, you only get to be 25 once in your life. Make the ******* best of it. You got 3 years, and right now you are in a pink cast feeling like my whole world has ended. Chipped tooth, scar on my face. Heartbroken buy a guy who looks like 40, and honestly not that great. You are such a beautiful girl, you can do so much better than a dude who is staying in his moms house, no air, and can't see outside of himself. You know exactly what I am talking about, and honestly I don't think you ever liked him. I think you were a little bored, got comfortable and like control. Whatever you deserve someone who chooses you, each time. Jesus, at least I hope you are rich. moved out and on an island somewhere. Sheesh life is hard, but money makes it better because you can do what you want. Lol, I don't know what problems you will be dealing with at 25, but I know one thing you will have more than 6 figures in the bank account, a banging *** body and proud of yourself for who you are. You are a very special girl, life is so beautiful to you. Fall in love with who you are, and watch how everything falls in love with you. Romantize life, be delusional. Stop stressing over the small ****. Like seriously, you only have one life. You have the make the best of it, each year you are blessed with. Do your thang! Sing, dance, shake your booty! You are naturally beautiful. You have a natural beautiful spirit. Don't take shortcuts, unless you want to be cut short! Educate yourself, grow your business! Did I forget to mention to get out of Memphis! Just be beautiful, don't let that this world turn you from who you are. You never know where you will be in 3 years, like girl omg be a ditzy dora if you must!! Center your world around you. Life may come with its setbacks, pains, and struggles but find the beauty in it. You break your ankle? So what, you get a cast and you walk in 8 weeks. You grow from it, don't let it break you. It is only a broken bone, not a broken life. You are given this life to make the most of it. I am not sure who I was in a past life, or even if I have a past life but I know I have a future. It doesn't matter if you aren't where you want to be, remember that you did all you could to be where you are in that moment. It may make sense in 3 years, it may not but re-invent yourself as many times as you need. OMG I JUST THOUGHT I ALMOST LOST ALL OF THESE WORDS, YOU SEE HOW PRECIOUS LIFE IS WHEN THINGS ARE TAKEN AWAY FROM YOU IN A BLINK OF AN EYE GURL LOL WHAT JT SAY, YOU CAN'T **** WITH ME ON YOUR BIRTHDAY!! YOU ARE WORTH MORE THAN WHAT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO YOU. MAKE IT YOUR BUSINESS TO GET IT, AND DONT SETTLE. WE NEVER SETTLE! EVER IN OUR LIFE. OK I LOVE YOU SILLY GIRL, HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY! WHEREVER YOU YOU BETTER KNOW YOU ARE LOVED, AND YOU BETTER HAVE AT LEAST $35, 000 SAVED UP EVEN THOUGH I FEEL LIKE YOU WILL HAVE MORE SAVED UP! LIKE LIFE IS SO MUCH MORE THAN WHERE YOU ARE NOW, AND WHO YOU ARE WITH. WHO CARES ABOUT WHERE EVERYONE ELSE IS IN LIFE, THINK ABOUT WHERE YOU ARE AT 25 YEARS OLD AND WHO GOT YOU THERE!! I need you hold you to a couple of things, that are outside of yourself: -- NEVER EVER GO BACK TO ANYONE IN YOUR PAST -- NEVER TRY TO RECREAT THE PAST -- I REPEAT DO NOT BACK TRACK -- DO NOT DATE ANYONE YOU HAVE GONE THROUGH THE ABSOLUTE MOST WITH, THOSE AREN'T THE PEOPLE FOR YOU -- DO NOT SETTLE FOR **** YOU KNOW ISN'T GOING ANYWHERE -- IF YOU DONT HAVE THE SAME VALUES ORGINALLY, DO NOT HINK YOU CAN CONVIENCE THAT PERSON OTHERWISE. LISTEN TO THEM THE FIRST TIME, BECAUSE THAT IS THE HONEST THEY WILL BE WITH YOU --- DO NOT NEGLECT YOURSELF. YOU TRULY FEEL YOUR BEST WHEN YOU LOOK YOUR BEST IDC IDC --- GO AFTER EVERYTHING YOU WANT THAT IS IN YOUR CONTROL I CANNOT STRESS THAT ENOUGH -- GO WITH THE FLOW, AND IF THE FLOW STARTS TO NO LONGER FLOW WITH WHAT YOU WANT THEN LEAVE -- HONESTLY FIND SOMEONE ON YOUR LEVEL LIKE UGH STOP SETTLING -- IDC IDC YOU STILL HAVENT MET PRINCE CHARMING, YOU GOTTA GET OUT OF STRUGGLE LOVE -- RESPOND TO PEOPLE WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE IT, NOT BECAUSE YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE TO -- laugh at what life tries to throw at you, and use it to your advantage -- get your degree if you want to -- move at your own pace --- STOP TRYING TO PREDICT THE FUTURE, JUST LIVE IN THE MOMENT -- ugh it feels like I have said so much, but nothing at all. even if you are where you want to be, I hope you at least make the best of it :) life is what you make it, so you best to make it rock if anything move away, start a new life and go from there. who ever has all the answers in life anyway, lol. you got this, you are the best after all I feel like I can already see who you will be, and I feel like you saved me. thank you for the power of self :)