A letter from Sep 01, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hi! Mac, Makki, Myer! How are you na? U know I am so proud of what you became. I wrote this letter as a 19 yr. old kid to remind you na things aren't suppose to be what you think of out of your head, but this moment I am writing this message I'm inside of pain, fragile and weak because I am very afraid of what future comes if can be who I can be for myself. Now I am a sophomore college student all I realize na I was practical sa mga bagay-bagay, andami kong gustong gawin but lately my passion, energy and home are now gradually fading. Feels like I'm lost and dead inside. But, look at you now you surpass what you endure in many years of struggling the amount of uncertainty and agony you had by yourself; and now you're on your own to do things that makes you happy and makes you truly a keen folk you were longing. By the way, I still don't what path should I take, I always inside this little home that I can no longer called home, I really don't know what I missed but all I can say that you can think of me but you can move on and go forward. Pls be In love, please be creative and kind, please be gentle for yourself and please enjoy to live your life to the fullest. Always listen to your favourite music/playlists, wear your favourite kind of silk clothes all day long, eat your favourite comfort food and be passionate about your skills and capability because I loved how the way you look like that, that way who you really wanna be and don't forget to think na abt the image you were liking from the ideal pictures. I wrote this because I believe your hard work and patience and from your experience is your specialty to make things happen and progress of what you becoming. It's okay to fake it, It's okay to be not okay, It's okay to daydreamin' until you made it until you do until it's true. Basta don't hold back and don't mind what they say and don't carry things that heavy all at once. For who you are, til no tears left to cry, for no words to stutter, for no pain that hurt you through blood, sweat and tears you did it and you life is always has been doing well. Love you from the bottom of my soul. xoxo