A letter from Aug 31, 2023

Dear FutureMe, What you are scared or nervous about in your life today? I just got a puppy and named her Frankie, what if shes a bad dog or we gave her the wrong name? Also I got into Algebra 1 and what if i'm absolutely horrid at it and I need to get a tutor to pass it or if i'm just not good enough for it. I'm used to being the best at math and now I feel like i'm dumb and dragging behind. Math is my best and favorite subject will it not be fun anymore if I'm not good at it anymore? What you most dislike about your life but also what you love about it.  I most dislike My trapped feeling. I push myself academically so if I keep doing that I may trap myself like I already have into thinking anything below a 99% is bad. I think anything below a 95% is bad right now.  What you imagine your future to be a year from now?  Hopefully doing well in a classroom with good classmates and friends. I hope I like it and I hope that my future is good.  What major things do you hope to accomplish? Go to stanford, make a change in my world, be satistfied with my grades. (I don't know how to spell satisfied) What little things do you hope to get done? Improve in drawing, let go of bad friends, graduate middle school and to take a break from my family because i've felt annoyed with them for no reason lately. Where do you hope you end up? Living in my childhood house with a good family with a stable job as a nurse or following in my fathers footsteps as a project manager. What do you hope your future self can tell your younger self? If I had a good time in highschool/ college and how well I did. If I graduated and just if my life is good. And as a bonus perhaps who i'm dating and stuff. Just to know.  What you hope to learn in the future? I hope to learn how to do algebra well and I hope to learn to make friends more easily. What do you want to change right now?  My math knowledge and also my friends.