A letter from Aug 31, 2023

Dear FutureMe, It's been really hard lately, I won't say that I'm a failure, but I sure did fail. I hope this chapter of my life won't last for too long and that it will end well, I'm now suffering through the small disisions that I made everyday that led to procrastination and laziness. I've learnt that if I don't sacrifice for what I want, what I want will become the sacrifice. Just like every summer this one 2023 hasn't been any special, just me rotting away in my room. I'm not saying that my life sucks even though a lot of the times it can, but there are lots of things to be grateful for. I just hope that when you're reading this you've come a long way, which you sure did ;) I really want to get accepted into medical school, as much as I didn't want it a year ago, now it's everything to me, It really feels like I've found my passion in life. I really want to become a surgeon, I can't wait. I hope You're taking all the steps to get there, cause you know you can do it, that little voice in your head that tells you that you're capable and worthy, that you can do anything, please don't let anyone ever turn that off. Don't settle. Let the fear of being average become your motivation. No matter what I just hope while you're reading this that you're happy and fulfilled because you deserve it. (أتمنى أن تجد المعجزات طريقها أليك) With love, Roaa