A letter from Aug 30, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hey nusrin, It's me, your 20-year-old self. I thought of writing futureme letters to you whenever I felt like to. I hope you are at a better place in life. A year from now I hope you fixed your problems, your clumpsy, lazy issues and the ones pertaining from pretending that you are a touch me not or a sensitive person. You know that the power of what happens to you and how you react to each one of it, recides in you. Having a fixed schedule of how many hours one sleeps and some time for physical activities, and a fixed time to have food is all gonna do good. This time, that I am living now is one of the most non-depressing and hopeful time I have ever lived by after August 8th 2020, today, it's August 30th 2023, 3 years has passed, too many fails, but I eventually got to be skilled at many things; Now I know to, 1. water colour. 6. other crafts. 2. digital art. 7. poems. 3. digital poster making. 8. small articles. 4. video editing. 9. music. 5. aesthetic ppt making. 10. etc.... All of it was possible just because I could just dwell through what I thought I may never wil. OH, WOW AND ONE MORE THING!!! I got to know people's character on how they are 'n all etc... I don't dearly like anyone from my batch except two or three. I hope you have secured very much better marks, Achu, you have him by your side, he tells you often to not worry, he is a good guy ain't he? I have never felt this loved ever in my life, this assured sort of love. I just wanna show whoever pittied me on how capable I am, really on how awesome I can get to be, that I ain't that tender soul you all had been seeing, that I am someone strong. I hope you are in a place I dreamt of being. Take care.