A letter from Aug 29, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I'm so stressed, i have to memorize 4 things. prayer, vision and mission, and mapeh instruments. thank god i already memorized the prayer and the instruments. just have to memorize the vision and mission. then learn math because i don't understand it, then we have a group yell and stuff in eng, also journal. violet cattleya too, then quiz in science which i didn't review any ('cause i think I'll do just fine, which I'm not so sure of. though i do understand the lessons in sci so yea) it's just so manyyyyyy anw, I've also been invested in playing earning games and stuff lol (I'm playing it rn, it says i can withdraw 2k which is a really huge amount of money for me, and just a few and I'll get it) i hope it's legit tho, I'll try to update you when it is legit (tiktok said it's legit) that's my update to you for now, future self. please be alive lol I'll see this after 3 years. how old will i be? since I'll be turning 14 this year, I'll probably be 17? 16? not sure but yea hope I'm still alive at that age lol, I'm too young to die but I really am tired of living already, but whatever, I'll try to live as long as i can, though i don't really think i can take it anymore, but as i said again and again, I'll TRY.