A letter from Aug 25, 2023

Dear Future Jen!, HI bb! rn, yourself is still figuring out life, still finding paths to pursue for ourself. Still trying hard to get by on our daily struggles. I'm actually happy sa kung nasaan ako at sa path na pinursue ko atm, Happy ako sa mga nakilala kong tao sa ngayon, I know walang forever sa BPO lalo na sa mga taong makiki lala mo kase they will surely come and go, considering na most of us e pinili ang company as stepping stone sa BPO at nagbabalak mag pursue ng mga kanya kanyang plano in life soon kapag mas naging stable na on our skills. Masaya lang ako at ine enjoy ang phase na kinalalagyan ko atm. Training pa lang kami at di pa super stressed pero happy ako na iba yung bond ng wave, masaya na medyo chill at the same time masasabi ko pa rin naman na natututo pa rin kami. Happy lang ako na pinag krus yung mga landas namin kaya sa ngayon nag e enjoy lang ako. we'll never know the plans for us or kung anong magiging relationships ko with them in the future. Sa ngayon ok ako na hi di ako masyadong inaatake ng anxiety pera kung mag isa or kapag may PMS. Andami kong gusto ring baguhin sa sarili ko atm, mga traits na ikauunlad at ika gaganda ko. Sana di ako mawala ng path to push through those plans. at kung 'di man matuloy at sana ma redirect na lang into somewhat better place/situation. Super biglaan lang ng path na to di ko alam na magiging ganto yung impact for a short period of time. I don't know kung ano na yung magiging situation mo the year or day na mababasa mo 'to but as what I always hope, sana you're in a better place or feeling. You're comfortable or at least happy with your job, nararamdaman mo yung pinahihirapan mo, may ipon ka kahit papano and at least nabibili mo yung mga gusto mo ng hindi Nangungutang. Also with your relationship with everyone. Hoping your only keeping friendships that also loves and celebrate you for good. Sana rin minamahal ka na ng tama at may nagbibigay na ng deserve mong pag mamahal at pag aaruga romantic rs wise hehe (wow drama ahahaha pero sana naman pls. pls. pls.) If not then, I'm always rooting for you!!!! Basta choose your relationships wisely kase para sa'yo rin naman yan at sana lagi laging ilaban na pagandahin yung buhay na'tin, gagaan din ang lahat soon kaya mas magsumikap ka pa, sana naman you know na how to choose yourself and remove yourself from places you are not loved and appreciated, at you own phase beh kaya mo yan. With lots of love, Jenny super ganda lagiiiii