Dear FutureMe, i'll give this letter to my future, i just want to show my future self how strong i was in the past. it hurts so much, how long i struggle through many things, sometimes it makes me tired. i'm tired of being impatient. i'm tired of everything. i'm tired of seeing my mom hurt by my dad. i'm tired of seeing my mom just fighting alone for her three children. he doesn't care about mom. i can't imagine what it's like to be her... mom, i'm sorry i can't help you much, i'm also a victim here... mom, i'm tired of looking for fees for my college needs... i'm tired, i'm burdened, i cry every night, i feel depressed. i don't blame you mom, cuz i know how you feel... i just hate dad, he let his wife and daughters suffer... god, how is my next life? how can i pay for everything? how do i get the cost for my life? i thought about ending my life, but i didn't think it would make me happier. if i die, who will make my mom happy for all the achievements that i'll get in the future? Ok, it's time to think positively, and believe that the next day will be better and there will always be a way... for me in the future, you will definitely be happy reading this letter, because now you have achieved many things and succeeded in making your mom happy... thank you, you've been through a lot, keep making your mama happier, because she is your life saver as long as you live, and you won't forget it.