A letter from Aug 19, 2023

Dear Future Landon, Right now, Im sitting on my bed next to the baby. I watched him tonight for mom and tommy to go have a datenight. Your parents did the same apparently bc your dad told you to stay at grammys. we both know it was to f**k your mom XD Luna just had her puppies 2 days ago. Im writing this right now bc im happier than ive been in so long bc of you. You are amazing and bring so much light into my life. Sleeping without you feels so empty now. My favorite part of the day is being able to hold you and smell the woody scent of your skin and playing with your hair. pls dont ever cut it omg The other night, you pulled out a blanket and laid down to watch a meteor shower with me, even tho we had to be drenched in bug spray. I dont think you know how much that meant to me. You do so much for me, i could write it all out for days and still not list everything. I wish i was better at voicing my appreciation for you, this letter you'll read in a year or so will have to do for tonight lol you are my absolute favorite person. Youve showed me what genuine love feels like. There will never be another boy like you. You are my first, and god i hope last, love. I dont want to experience life with anyone else. I will never love someone the way I love you in this moment. All of my favorite memories include you now. You are intertwined with every part of my life and i am so grateful to you for it. Your family has been rough with you lately, maybe theyre being rough with you right now, know that i see you. I see how hardworking and loving you are. You have become such a beautiful person inside and out, i catch myself having to turn away so you dont think im being rude by staring lol god i hope you still have that maroon shirt and black nike shorts. I cant wait for fall with you. We're starting our horror movie marathons the second it gets cold. Im gonna drool when you put the red flannel on for thr first time of the season good lord you are so fine. Im sorry your metallica theater stream got messed up, hopefully youll have more fun sunday. I love you more than i can say, you deserve more than i can give, and you give me more than i could ask for. I cant wait to see you in the future. If we're broken up by the time you get this, 1) god i hope youve changed your email and dont read this and 2) if we are broken up and youre reading this, hey... awkward am i right... dont let this go to your head im young and dumb! orrrr... maybe we should get back together ;) I love you sweet heart - M Im gonna list my favorite songs now so we can see if my music taste is the same- Nobody - Lil Tjay HEART FELT SOUL!!!!! lil tjay idc if you hate it Homesick - Noah Kahan Reaching 2 - eden Leave Me Alone - toni romiti Fast Car - Luke Combs How Do You Sleep - jessie mcartney