A letter from Aug 15, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Today, August 15, 2023. I'll try to **** ourself but unfortunately unsuccessful. I'm sorry! i know your in pain right now, you been fighting this urge feeling for a long time. I know you want to rest but I don't know why God still want you to live. Your praying, hoping to got cancer and you will never tell to anyone just like what are you always to do. but promise after college graduation we cann rest. I write this to know if we are survive or not. we are still living or not. but no matter what happen, i know God choice this for us.