A letter from Aug 10, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I hope your doing so good and have made amazing memories, travelled so many places, and gotten so close to your deen. I hope you have so many plans and have almost completed the travel alphabet(where for each country/ place you go to other than adl you write it down in the alphabet). I dont know why I am giving you advice but just listen cos I just want to say that you are so beautiful, cool, and amazing and just remember that if you ever feel alone you always have me your past self who is always looking up to you and even I would want to be my own best friend because of how kind, loving, and sweet you are. But most importantly alWAYS remember that you have Allah with you always when the whole world leaves you you will still have Allah. Also I was just wondering, do you have some good friends that you can trust right now? Are you happy right now like SOOPER happy? Do you have someone you think your gona marry ahahah? Are you comfortable and secure in your own skin? Do you wake up smiling everyday because you know your no your way to becoming a rich doctor building up her akhirah and love for Islam and just knowing that you have people around you that you love? I really hope your not still in my position right now. I just wanted to say how glad I am and how resilient you are. I love you so much you gorgeous girl mwah. I wanted to tell you that right now I am suffering as you know my friend group that I was gona so much stuff with just broke up and now its just me and this other girl who I dont even think I know anymore. It used to be a trio but as you know and have experienced trios NEVA work so just go with groups of two, five, seven or just yourself. I am so gona cry right now I just want to go to Indo already and just get into USC already and just so much I want to say. But I wont burden you cos I know your so busy becoming financially free and beating this stupid matrix cos I know you can do it. Love, Rahrahxoxoxoxoxo