A letter from August 8th, 2023

Dear FutureMe, If you're reading this then know that you're already past the past that is today. I am at a crossroad honey, do I leave him and our memories together? Or should I not give up fighting? I am hurt and out of tears, but I now by the time you're reading this, you already figured it out. I am so proud of you, I know whatever you chose is the best for you. Even if it hurts, or not... I am the one that ****** things up, and ik for a fact I have tried to make it right, but the thing is, I am exhausted, he also made mistakes, just that I haven't found them out, not that I want to, but I have asked for forgiveness and he keeps ignoring me. I can't believe I'm writing a letter to you about someone else. I know you have figured out what is good for you, and I am so proud of you, you deserve a hug. Know this, we will make it no matter what, and when you receive this letter, please know that I am struggling to love myself too, that I am struggling to see how beautiful the world is w/o him, if this is still the case, I promise we will make it thru this too. We have been thru so much but still live on ... babe you're turning 24 now, relaax... the world revolves around you and you are the star❤️ I love you. Also, my favorite song right now is John Legend ft Fauzia Minefields Callus Scott ft Fauzia HEAVEN This is my recent photot