A letter from Aug 08, 2023

Dear Future Elysiah, Denisa and Sophia, Hi! It’s 2 am on August 8th 2023… and i’m tired but i wanted to write this letter to u guys for a few years in the future hopefully you’re all still friends or else this is going to be VERY AWKWARD heheh. if ur not friends, then that’s okay i guess. things happen, people change and move on. obviously i hope and pray that ur still friends but if not, here’s a glimpse into my love for u guys. Although I met u both at different times in my life, you’ve both had incredible impacts on who i am. i don’t know if i’d be alive if it wasn’t for you guys genuinely you two are like my sun and moon. i watch u rise and set and it’s all i want to do. when u guys fail, i fail. when u succeed i feel like i’ve accomplished something. i am content to sit back and watch you two live life. that’s why when u send me pictures of ur dates together and u guys hanging out while i’m at uni, i don’t feel jealous. i feel happy. i brought together two incredible people and i am proud of that. i hope you guys are still friends truly. i know we have some things at the moment that need to be worked on and confronted but by time this letter reaches you, i hope it’s all worked out. and i’m sorry for not being able to tell u guys how much i love you. i’m not affectionate, i wasn’t raised to be and i’m sorry. it hurts to watch u guys hug and love one another while i simply sit there. i will try to be better i swear. please love one another well. and thank you for being my friends <3