A letter from Aug 05, 2023

Written August 4, 2023 for Meryl in August of 2026 Dear Future Me, I know the past year has been a rollercoaster of emotions. You are doing great navigating so much uncertainty. Your abusive past/ childhood was out of your control. Yet, you managed to have hope and remain a fighter maintaining confidence and clear direction some days were hard some easy you learned and grew and kept going. You did not know Cervello would act the way they did you tried to find what you could and you tried to filter you did what was in your control. It is not your fault that there are malicious people in the world and it is not your fault that you took this job you did not know what matters is you left and learned and only you could have done this. All while not telling your parents your were quitting having to move apartments last minute going no contact with your parents getting in a huge fight with Nitay, being angry with Cervello and cutting off people you thought were your friends. I know you have been feeling hurt, screwed over, and like no one fights for you you always fight for yourself, directionless and unmotivated professionally. Maybe this is your way to cope and give yourself a little break. Maybe you needed that to get the new role as the VP, and It’s ok. It is ok to not be perfect, it is ok to have a work life balance, it is ok to not perform, produce and be so driven for a little while. Sometimes a break is needed. I see you being consistent with your gym exercises and foot volley, tennis etc and that is a win! Could this be where caring for yourself becomes a primary focus? Being more mindful w your thoughts and how you talk to yourself? Working on your relationship with yourself and who you want to be around and how you want to be treated? What if this is exactly where you are meant to be? What if taking some down time births the next phase of inspo and creativity? Trust your journey. Believe in yourself and remember how much you’ve done over the years. Moving to Israel alone, finding a job alone, apartment alone, having no support and you overcame it all look at where you are? You are entitled to little breaks and moments of your own unknowing. We are now in 2023 with BB and his reform, with Nitay and you going to albania! Corona is over and breakthroughs are happening. A wonderful time in history to show yourself and others that anything is possible. Find hope in this and in the struggles and obstacles you overcome. Things will shift and improve. They always do. There are many ups there are tough times but time shows that karma does exists even if you do not see it while feeling down. Appreciate how you were made to fight and overcome the generational trauma and look at how much you have persistsed and overcome and how your thoughts are more meaningful now. Life right now feels hard in 2023 but when you read this you will have gained patience, you have kept in shape and lost more weight, you have become james prodejee, you have been to taylor swift, france and you are about to go to New Zealand, Tanzania, Thailand, India, you have changed thoughts, lived with a human who you love gained clearer understanding that not everything is your fault but you can control a lot so I am proud of you for controlling what you can you are probably reading this after completing one year at adaptiq you are laughing at Cervello and looking back at how you have closed millions of dollars you have a team of 4 SDR’s under you and you are about to move in with Nitay or get married to him. YOur in a healthy relationship, You have kept in shape and learned to read people you have friends and love and support look around, you have travled the world for work and you will give a speech at a forbes 30 under 30 event and just last year you got a double promotion and were nervous about stating your new job now look at you you needed one person to take a risks and see who you are and you were given it and your thriving for them and for you you have nothing but time now and patience and you should be so proud you learned ot be less reactive and less impulsive and observe more and understand others are not so direct so you may have to adapt to become more nutring and you did with time and a slower pace. You had been feeling so down and you look back and can see how you seemed lonely or uncomfortable. Embrace those moments. Even w some discomfort know that you have overcome that and they are opportunities. For you, for Meryl and for so many to prioritize truly meaningful parts of their lives and of themselves. I believe in you. I admire and love how you give love, kindness, support and know exactly what you want, you see a goal and let nothing get in your way and you care and give so much support and attention to so many. You are beautiful and strong. Stay just the way you are. And learn that you changed your thoughts you have so much to be proud of and I do not know if you will be talking to mom and dad yet but know that wass not your fault and you did what you could and worked so hard to maintain that relationship but at the ended of the day it takes two and you will not take **** from anyone anymore you are a fighter and I look up to you you are closing deals, making forbes list, speaking at events, traveling for work, smiling and loving your job, having a loving boy friend, wanting to have kids, changed your thoughts, have wonderful friends, have saved millions, have bought 5 houses, and have gotten everythign you want give your self a round of applause I love you!Me