A letter from Aug 05, 2023

Dear FutureMe, i’m tired bro life isn’t going too well right now, the past year has been complete ****. girls keep playing me when i’ve had nothing but good intentions, I lost the girl I loved, it’s been a year now since we ended and i still feel empty. i’m not motivated to do anything. she came back a few months ago and i never felt so happy but she came back just to **** me up again. i’m sorry for any hurt i’ve caused you M i still miss and love you and really wish things went differently but it is what it is. ever since me and her stopped everything’s gone to ****, i’ve stopped training, i’ve gone broke and gained hella weight. i’m so rock bottom right now, on top of that my whole family is doubting me because i’m the only one who’s dropped out of uni, constantly getting fired from jobs having to find new ones, i’m in debt and struggling to pay it off. got no car still live in my ****** apartment with my mum i’m 22 i should have things sorted by now. i’m so empty inside and feel so lifeless everyday to the point where if i died i’d be doing myself a favour. but look bro this is me now, broke, fat, lazy, tired just a whole disappointment. i don’t know what the future holds for me but i hope it ends well. make me proud bro please, make mum proud i know she’s so upset and disappointed in me and i don’t blame her. make it work bro prove everyone wrong chase your dreams bro those dreams we’ve been saying to ourself everyday make it happen man, you don’t wanna be like me, show the world who you are. i believe in you bro even if no one else does, we got this we can make it happen make me proud bro. make those days worth it. i hope when you see this your in a new nice apartment, nice car, in shape, closer to Allah, 6 figures minimum to your name. do it for me bro please i’m tired of this get me out of this i’m counting on you