A letter from Aug 05, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hey hun I hope you are doing amazing. Right now we aren’t doing so great. You feel overwhelmed and just not good enough but I know it’ll pass , right? Please tell me you feel good enough and pretty and outstanding. Don’t shed more tears please. Right now I don’t know what I want to study. Maybe marketing.. maybe psychology.. god knows :(. Relationship with “giraffe” is going through a hard patch and I don’t know how we are getting out of this road. I tend to detach quick but I love him so much I really do. It’s just hard. I’m so sensitive and just feel too hard. I have a feeling he is going to get tired of it and leave . Well we are going into senior year of high school . It’s crazy . I’m terrified . I want to be successful and prove them all wrong. I hope you are still with him .. we have invested so much in this.. it would suck if you’re not. Hun .. in sorry for being so mean to you . I tell you things that our inner child would literally die if she heard this . And I’m really sorry . I hope our relationship with food is better. And that mom is happy. I love you . Hold on tight . I’m proud of you okay . No one has to say it but you. I’m proud of you and all your efforts. You’re enough ok You’re okay I love you