A letter from Aug 04, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I am currently 20 years old and writing to my future self to give me some hope. I'm not sure what to say really I'm just typing and crying lol. I'm currently broke and depressed and I'm scared to go back to school. I'm scared of being a failure and I wonder if this social media stuff is ever gonna work out. I see my other influencer friends being successful and traveling, I wanna do that too. I wanna make grandpa proud. I miss him a lot, he was the only one rooting for me. It's lonely at home, mom and dad don't believe this social media stuff is gonna work out and I feel like all I do is ask them for money. I don't want to, I want to help them so they can retire and be proud of me. I am learning to not be so hard on myself and to love myself. I hope in 3 years I will have accomplished that. I hope that future me reading this is successful and happy and healthy. I am trying so hard to keep my **** together... this is me trying to keep my **** together. I love you and I hope you're doing okay future me :)