A letter from Aug 04, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I’m writing this on the 4th of august, 2023-saw a TikTok and thought I might try it. Incase you don’t remember, I’m living with Cindy and bob at the moment, we just came home from kayaking and on the way home I realized what peace feels like. I’ve never been so at peace until now, not having to worry about going to school or my dad, or Jeremy. Dads getting his surgery in 2 months by the way! Compared to how I was living 1 year ago I’m utterly grateful, life still has its challenges but I’m definitely facing the easier battles now. To think I was planning of committing suicide at the beginning of 2022. I’m glad I got through that, I don’t want to ever feel like that ever again. Did you lose the weight? If not I’m sure something must’ve happened, and I know we can do this. I’m on a roll right now, two weeks straight eating right- that’s the best we’ve ever achieved on our own lol. You must be in university by now? I hope we chose something we have a passion for. I hope you’re doing great, don’t ever forget the beauty of living; no matter what happens we have us and sometimes that’s more than enough. Though, I do hope we found our own person. I love you so much, our body, our mind, our soul and everything that makes us who we are. This message might come to you when you need it the most and if it does, you’ve got this. You’re destined for great things, and that, I believe to the deepest part in my core. We aren’t like other people sure, some days I do feel like I’m a shadow in someone’s story, and that may be so- but who cares? As long as we are at peace and happy I’d say **** it. We only need us, don’t ever beg for anyone’s love, promise me this… Anyway, I don’t want to take much of your time, I do hope you take time to read this as I took time to write it. Love yourself cause that’s all you have in the end. Xoxo (hopefully) the skin you shedded.