A letter from Aug 04, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are happy. I hope you are at peace. As of now, things aren’t easy. You are currently dealing with a whole lot and I have been worried about you. You just cannot seem to catch a break this year. From being abandoned a week after you get married, to your husband coming back, to finding out there has been a possible love child conceived…to the baby being born and waiting on a paternity test. I truly hope you have the answers you were so desperate for. I truly hope they are in your favour. And if they aren’t, I hope you are okay. I hope you had the strength to accept and deal with it in the most healthy way. I truly hope you have found closure from the unknown and it has allowed you to be set free. Please know that I know how difficult this all has been…after all, you are me. But for my sake now and the pain I’m currently in, it has not become worse for you and has only gotten better. I wonder what the universe has in stall for us. I wonder if past me was right and if your gut feelings were true. I wonder what your decision was based on the outcome. I wonder if you’re still with the man you I love so much. I truly wonder how much has changed. I just pray things are okay for you. From, Past you