A letter from Aug 04, 2023

Hey it’s me, the 17 year old depressed unhappy person on this planet. Everything is not going so smoothly I’m losing contacts with some people I’m inside most of the time… yeah sad days you could say. I’ve been going to therapy for almost a year an a half and it’s nice somebody to talk to but it hasn’t really helped me a lot. There is this one boy that thinks we are meant to be ( so annoying) hopefully in the time you’re reading this back we forgot his existence! I’m going to a fashion school that I’m really excited about so hopefully I find some fun people to be around with! I would love to have some new friends that I can be myself around with and that also likes to travel shop doing fun girly things! Most of the time I’m faking my happiness… I never really know how I’m feeling it’s just a numb weird feeling. Hope in a few years I’m healed from my bad low self steam and can be accepted myself for who I am! It’s a lot of things I have to process, learn and have to let go from the past… but we wil get there. My favorite color is now pink it used to be green a marine blue.. I mean their still one of my faves but pink is just so pretty. I remember that I used to hate pink so much for no reason. Im getting to know myself everyday a little more and I love it! I hope a lot of negative things has changed over time in to good things. ll see you seen xx