A letter from Aug 03, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I seriously don't know how to be alright right now. Everything is crashing down on me all at once. I keep thinking of how I would never be truly happy in the future. I'm going to be a 4th year college student on Aug. 14, 2023 and I just hate how I feel like I'm not ready for it. Everything is moving too fast. Pls, I don't think I'll be able to survive. I don't want to continue because I feel like I will never be happy. I just feel trapped and it's too late for me to try and change my parent's mind. Maybe if I had tried enough, everything would have been different. I suck at living this life I'm given, I'm not strong enough to hold on. I just want out. I'm sorry.