A letter from August 2nd, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Are you happy now? Right now it’s tough, all you crave is to be craved, wanted, loved & cherished. — I watched Bridget Jones today, aha, I love it, so much. But dear god I wonder what’ll happen in my life…. Right now I’m single, so bloody happily single, but **** me, I want to be loved at the same time. Although mostly I just want to be ******. Sorry if tmi but I want to be well and truly, thoroughly ******. I’ve not shagged since April & it’s now August. I’ve never been this horny before. Anyway, yes despite the last, I am utterly where I need to be right now in terms of singleness. I am not happy with my body, my relationship with myself is practically toxic. I wonder, have you ever got back down to 8st12? & what about that half marathon? I really do hope that you’ve found happiness, not in the scales but in the comfort of being FIT! I feel I’ve been a little mean to my future self today, but I know it’s what I needed… I truly truly do hope life is looking up. Over & out Xx