A letter from August 1st, 2023

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A rea reiwt uyo i akte btrete erfutu ot my ot onw seur iwse d)iveca tsi ( kame to moer grl,i alawsy oushld oyu.
Siht uoy all in hktan ognid ofr em orf daaenvc.
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More gte oitesecsi agdl i panpaerace ot w'ntere em ngiytr of nda remo sinaemtf hgeu ebuyat ticpo sllti yeyeravd dec,fsuo ma i to dndrastsa awya ouy ynitnhga sti to rty a rmof adn.
Wdorne i if eb i'll vere efre.
A ylalre ta i tye kspee rteeh o,misrep ew evli yasalw shuc faupcele em dotn is gngio atht heav onmme,t gsetihnom teh.
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Utp nad peasc a mhcta adn iont that i faes torfef sa ht,o lot llist mreo a frisdne eth tuboa as eonlly hetre id,d of i ym fele lltis i fo ma arce a oyu orf irangtce tols i eb ym lilw ttha utjs aesb geyren eifdnrs.
Hte a soen of reeidman wne lod met toh olt iths few i rae,y a plpeoe.
Oerm i eth tahw od ifehndspri utb stmo ot yncdeent eth in le,es me tog sltil is ahnt nyeaon sllti sulpl aehv tmaricno conntniceo aierse fedrirke hwit o,nw.
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I my a deat od ofr dn'tid oslt inot idd a i rfitfdeen oht fo dan ehrfdipnsi ptu rdi,anlg frtfoe tmhnso otl.
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Seyms tyin ctna rgey seme oelv nad ihstng tyr pleoep to isicet ot ehtro adn esmho ieldtas sink, ,in hte ees yaeutb tslli eevnnu i.
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Tinkh atht in i aelb and onigg my ear ot dstaien fro tobua luree,vsso fo rorggnsepis uaotb ew ady hatw tanw figeeln most do wa,y rceveedpi ynedftlie ilpbcu ni to solaytctnn ma i uot atcluayl.
Esiescuiirnt ym acemrl tol dan lsso on ldo ta htuwito aappnrcee of het dnfefrt,ie fo msae hte ucsof bcak eefls time ynma nttsnaoc tesohamw leif a eht sgbinr eog nvee.
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Leef ta sosmmteei all, utryl neitfdref 81 nya ladut ot a dan i i eingb iwehl lryael 'ddtin leef tbi tned a an mero ni onw i ncoe bnd,ieh eearliz ma.
Lcidh i efel eb slilt lkie lli' ,oosn ugnnrit 02 a.
Tis abyb rulty ym on ,lla ta nfietefdr.
Ttha ch,mu tihaygnn i eavh oemr adn od eablry a arelize i pieletsnbsorsii ewf tlo a ese oemr llti edcanhg onw nwo ubt.
Hdar ta ,home ist.
Lwsyaa it aws ubt.
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Woh anlgnhdi ma is?pestbioselrini i the.
To a to ervvius gaeamn tlsil chldi owh si dault i am lnginrea mh,e utb i htat.
Ti uoy rfo amke for hntka me ieraes to intygr.
Htta nerla of i lsodhu slfyme ibelvee aekt ot i lstli acre.
Dliya dcorto ym tispmonaptne aemk ookc dna nwo. . . Will meit with btu oecm it.
I'll uvsvier.
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Llreay b,yhrdtai ht19 ntangiyh do my on i ro h81t tind'd.
Ckis earc aegarndr swreit'n a,lecp ym eth nepds no my ehnt wuothit urlpeesa t81h etmi my nad at i iggtnet wsa wrstoad stgu.
Ogt a htwi arye me ( fgist ihrtaydb htm,e feki,edrr fworlse my sdnep i i em we lgeo mthe wfe dn'itd ym kdfrerei ulibd tye ho)t hits nda teuc tgo htremo eovl. Eh my i albpryob adn rhbati)dy ryalle bmmreree ( dicer i nodt me elhd.
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I otdunl'w aols htsi ahve idarfa at uyslre nda want aptyr hoseu to to eloppe iltsl asw a.
Giilnv iuqte atth tian iefl lfearlat adb a but.
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A lto, ho hadcegn idd oyu usyrel i gadl i ma yes oot. .
Nlaeo oot ma sreenpt tol i a ,lmysef i drneki ywa het.
Ma hiwt hope as etuufr, aref juts i hte hmuc iellfd orf nad.
I dna uoy ot whsi yvre yuo ma ldcuo i oyur atlfun,hk ear idd hte oprsen yllare tbse ltak i.
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I udowl rugea sit flie si ,me saw nto you tnha me ofr it rof orf yaes deharr resuyl.
Am nagai i thrive sgrvnvuii lliw dan i llwe tbu as oson.
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Sotp het eylsur evol i to fro do ee,kws vene payl naoip, i ilslt eevr tnod tho i 2 onapi, eht lwil ibeeelv peaircct i i lapy i'ddtn.
Urylalger, cant i ledyap in eymes,hra opain in alysd cpulbi ouy ylap rieht het but wsyaal iuetq oaermny.
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Euuoqrtr guenho i od you bylaer ,ianga i ot ot eerhw on, os nad rtgnos entw erenv teg how.
A ekcdip royu uoy vueoa,tirf sa ncie song.
" aaym gto bleevei htere toabu my i is fo teauofvri nciegli ,********** grmdiena ekwah, h"eeestr who ta mfor the htwgirno gilr olkingo its a a tujs iisnttg ntiginpa.
That do in i l,irg sa lewl ayrlle myaa nda hrflees eses.
**,******* noghtin g,ilr hwta no tis to usjt s,teerhe a treatm sutj.
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Am i an nr i srhatticin si hvea het "ouy i ot sujt ellayr eth sngo pilteaxoann ovel ahtt oelv evbi rhnotae rof " eabylr ,tho i.
Atoub oysrr elrlay s,hit uro msuic uoy a ehlwo tub t,lo rpimveod sya ahd ot it iettll atste on edai.
Ludingib a ma testa i oodg onw.
Tno nnawa oemdl kile oemld vreedecip ta eb ndot ldfneytei osmt hatt drowl crae koedlo notd eeirht, adn mta otnd ro to i i i nr ym its.
Be iicosfntpeteirc anawn i dan ntod nda drgee rvdein by utbaye os.
Evila nwta i to be. .
Ingaa veen trsta keat i l-al wlil uprcesti lbaery evne yrsuel hot ayn dinog ta os i.
A fo trienests uoy aulc ttha snsee ticop olt eth sekma.
Llaf ihm etm sirreup,s hits of yrea notd but i ouyr tuclaayl ursirpse carhi.
Teh her kdlie tlod em tarne' envre m,earyon he eevn eh ledik me he ohteterg awy ethy.
Afr laeh i he ddi as as 'nddit.
Nyt,nigha ddi lal sybertftul ,me on he i saw a,pst wenh ot ro anird oru i tried ouldc elef dt'ndi i tadwne oetwr lreaby it me rvanti,aco tub i leef to mmereerb dan.
Sih or shi eth eurpe,mf klei awy shi ytsle it'ndd rthicua i kediss me iehenrt eh.
Ayw athed eh i teacd he yaw me ton eth and wodatrs ealtkd the.
Ntleis nihsgt iwll at ihs emsmiotes he thwa him sims vere i evrpomi inogd eilf ,lla rn odtn owedrn in eh i is dna if.
Losamt i hwo nad ****** be dlowlea kcab ist ihm up smraseabngi eht ,dnaoru lal ysea to ipna **** hte all.
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Twrie oadnur nodt i nawt ndot hmi mih at enve baotu i tub l,al mrnayeo.
It a ailev do orv,efer ocredf ,ovel uniloils yoru iwll to btu taht asw you tlsil risft an evleieb reerbemm of ekpe lto i i. .
Ady eon myeab llwi netudransd i rulty.
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Rotew i rwea i reaw tdon a i yrelsu sih wn,o eyr,aonm cabelret adn gdol pm,oe.
Fof ndatgi ti nhew upt redtast i ikm i.
All lwil tbu tasth ti mseoewer,h aves i kepe.
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Veer sercops me i ot ttah i i tforge it sreu able lal nto my be lte dna neaepdhp, if tries wlil kaem to am bnira.
Utb adfe sryleu llowys, ,ywaa meosmrie uor.
Ikm yet ouy eetm tdn'id knwo uoy or ,rhetie eintrw wneh isth treow i.
A tlso ewilh i is lioncasolntet woh rdracei thta neo ni odratnaoi tmtraes at teh for yllare mhi of fro kmi, ylno a lal.
Ma kenw tihw hto senes eevn wake as i sa on ew mih stydae btu amed i i.
Oscel ssfeani,r 3 nottacc rewe smtohn rou flyuawl dspotep we we ,mnthos in afert 3 itlufeuab all.
Oevim elki eplcuo cat a erevy niooscca dan make ulowd at uto.
Gnueho ta eh hitw nwta's guy seetw eh ot was fro melis a but lal em ofr die a.
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Leha on dt'dni i'dntd coufs neddee im,h ot 8 rtafe i nad ingtnhay ,taht nmhtso ot daet isnefdr antw rof tiwh od.
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Nad itll is tyhriso kirrefed teh tem esrt i.
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Oteypr a as i sa i ablrye riwte notd uyo otl all at xtet cmhu di,d amt.
To i btu ayw ifnd roywr it, ym will not'd ckba.
Ltsli otu wno hto ma ge,igrn deiend i ti hiar ym neridncocig to is grwo.
Kndia dnolb/ oehyn go wanna ownbr i.
Otehs si breo the rsyea to erfta all eirggn me tastgrni.
Moes lneadpn a si s)wlaay onw ertan as atsf eerth ( wkro as i itb erovnmtmepi strnvooanei sa if reom ngigo eht nad btu.
Ncehag liwl aery txen a lto.
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It wb,t enbe l,eivebe lhscoo slhcoo won odog of aws yuo we neics, tou na'ehvt enrmdec,mdeo ayer i a ppedrdo in.
Ew tsi rghwiont are i dlctipueryov oemr ew am npdse dporu utb hweer fo cuodl oa,yk time yasaynw hvae rou.
Og akbc i ot lliw osno lohocs.
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Ym foc uoy osrntg oyu ovel aer i rigl, letilt auyfllw.
Oo?t vleo uoy do em.
P?edcetxe enev hot atnh sti lal tedrfifne.
Heugdg lefe.
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Tforeg fyslme dan and tned pian to ofc lesiay stmieeoms oeomsen lla cectpa i edso uoy ouy oht fro i i nwhe ehtn fithg try rgw,on.
Llsti rescou to i nijalu uyo aktl fo oiitd.
Rteetb htta nerve oby aelsev.
He muhc ooootoo konsw.
Tond t,oh hencagd aytcveli ew aklt rmyneoa a lot.
Pdre,dctei hist si xma doaurn itlls ouy arey toh eyt aysld t'dind emte ew lanu sa.
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I erh imss.
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Ingrac i ot nnperdoisg otbau os fro delov humc 🫶em🏻 yuo 💋you hkatn.