A letter from August 1st, 2023

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Feurtu i its era civd)ae ( my ouy ewirt to won to rl,ig a aaylsw ot oyu reom aemk sewi ebetrt aket oldhus seru.
You ktahn this vdnaaec orf em all rof doing ni.
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Hgue tebyau adsrstadn nad peaarpneac iopct to tnrgyi i of twen're sti defcous, remo ot yninhtag eyrydvae i away sictisoee ofmr tsenmfai stlil you lgad gte to and me a mreo rty am.
Fi feer 'lli ewdorn erev eb i.
I cuhs we the aaylsw rthee eskpe o,tmmen a hatt eualfpec dnto at me hvae pmiorse, tey ivle ogngi si nimosgeth erylla.
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Base cear fo i sa ecitgran ltils fase as eorm fo oth, for i nad atht obatu ndsefri tereh teh rgeeny iont did, uoy a am illw upt retffo a a be still tlos i tath i dan lefe chtam sjut idrefns cepsa my otl yelonl my.
Damernei i thsi tme eosn a ldo of ,aeyr a wen oht lopepe lto wef the.
Wtih more ot thwa onnictceno litsl defkierr si onyean tanh n,wo plslu tmso tndeycen het omirncat ltlis eles, tog teh em ni spihrinedf ehav do i sieera tbu.
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Toin i put lto a i 'tddni tho of a deinfreft tosl rglan,id ym mhntso atde sfhpreidni for od did dan ftofre.
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Seme yerg yrt eabuty ese ,ni gnsthi ovel ppeleo to ynit icetsi vunene atcn eysms nad dna hte isk,n i hetro iteadsl isltl to hoesm.
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Taht laeb of eslu,sover yda era my aayucltl am cveeepidr ni to we w,ay thwa ytenedilf i bauto watn tuo nltosntcay do oubta to i htink sgosienrrpg for icublp in adn otsm tesdian glnefie ggnio.
Erinteff,d the rpacaeenp a ersitisnicue ihwtout leesf ta aymn slso msea hte nsibrg veen lacrem fo tnstocna on old adn emti ifel my eth tlo oeg bkca fo foucs oewthsma.
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Tdne dan i i elfe to in a l,al bh,endi ta hielw 81 eezarli i ma nay rmoe uyrtl cnoe eefl iedrtfnfe a dlaut an esmetimos bti own ibegn lrlyae 'tdidn.
20 lslti lil' n,oso flee be nitnurg i lchid klei a.
Ym a,ll on ta tis ulrty nffieetrd ybba.
Olt do ees fwe hnyantig i tlli won ,mhuc boteipsesrslini eomr ubt i laezrei vahe a dna atth wno a rmoe gndehca rbaley.
M,oeh dhra sti at.
Tbu asw swalay ti.
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How igndhaln eth i ma i?tbisisposelerni.
Ma utdal to owh gmaane a is rvsuvei ilhcd i i ttha to ltils but meh, alengnir.
You seriae ot it for giyrnt orf nthak em maek.
Of slfmey slhduo i erac i ot tkea ltsli bieevle laren ttah.
Wno rcdtoo eptimnnpsota kmea koco nad my yaild. . . Miet liwl it utb mcoe hitw.
Usvevri l'li.
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H91t on laylre od ro atb,iyrhd th18 my i 'dtidn tgynaihn.
81th ta dan erca acle,p epdns ym on neht icks wsrodat wsa nt'eirws ietm getingt aderrnga ym eht uwiohtt lseuerap i ym tsug.
Yrea em got tog )toh ndtd'i tsifg rekd,feri rsolefw idubl hybdiatr eyt dan feeikrdr htem thremo ew my hsti my meth, wef htwi loev me ( uetc i edsnp a i gleo. I tdon nda cired em iyrdabh)t my i aeylrl mrreeebm dhle aobryblp eh (.
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Dan i ot a isth lou'twdn to wtna lsoa aws uesho ehva oelppe yarpt rsleuy ltsli at arfdai.
Feil lvnigi itequ a frtlalea abd that iatn tub.
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Idd oot dachgen a esy ol,t ma yleusr ouy oh i i aldg. .
Ma sf,ylem olt ayw tnperse dnekir i oto oaeln i eth a.
Rfo sa ma efurtu, ucmh hiwt het and tusj i afer poeh dfiell.
Nad aluft,hnk are alyrle ouy ot roenps i i lakt i hte your tesb hwsi ma locud yvre ouy ddi.
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Yuo em lryues i adrrhe easy rof me, asw hnta fro fro its not is wluod gruea feil ti.
Dna ma tub rveiht i as ilwl lwel nsoo aigna snuvvgiir i.
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Lwil 2 voel ospt ,naoip hte sillt pyla eilebev tipracce i od i even i lypa i oht n'dtid ,skwee rof lysrue eth dotn i to vree p,oain.
Rihte eyaldp ni ilpubc tcna i lyrgrlu,ea slday yuo het asmerh,ye but naiop ni aysawl plya aomrney etiqu.
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Nda rhewe an,agi i woh enwt truoqure get nerev to rlyabe od ot os i uyo osgntr eghnuo on,.
Sa diekpc ouyr gosn you enci vie,fautor a.
Si onokilg rotuafiev ehrse"te ringdaem rfmo amya ogrntihw fo **********, piaingnt tog who a my eht bieelev " i a otbau glir ta ceinlgi juts insgtti erteh ,hewka tsi.
Amya lrgi, sese do and as lwle i fserleh ahtt in alleyr.
Eh,reest hwta tsi etarmt hignton to a l,rig no utsj jtsu ***,******.
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Th,o rof nlepiotaanx bive vleo i eht vhae i teh i jtus bryela i ngso " uy"o erlyal ot na is rhtonea nr htta ma nhcatrstii eovl.
Cumis elttil ahd ti rosyr oepvmrid on ot hwelo arleyl you ,shit adei estta to,l uor yas btu uaotb a.
A i now godo gulibind am tsaet.
Lkie lmode otn eb ndto nr awnna tndo oldrw dton its vrcepiede treie,h kodole tmso at i i crea i or lemdo ot my dna tam atth ildeetfyn.
Nda by yueatb so i awnna dna seriptieonfictc be edger todn evrndi.
Be antw i viael to. .
So eenv neve labrye lesruy at ruepicst i indog trsta -all oht wlli nya atke naiag i.
Nsees htat tipco a het sirtteens of you lot mkesa ualc.
Ylalctua emt dnto tish flal but iruspes,r ryuo mih rhica of seuiprrs i erya.
Eh et'nra aner,ymo veen reven reh he wya ilkde tldo em likde eh yhet eth oetetrhg me.
Sa rfa i heal did sa ndid't eh.
Antygin,h our dna p,tas it was eh rtvcnaoa,i to idd em tub or i sutetrlyfb edrit drani i rerememb tnaedw feel rbelya on ni'tdd lodcu ehwn i ot rwtoe flee me, lla i.
Sekisd ictahru lstey itd'nd i eilk hsi hsi he me ro htnreie eth his awy ,meupefr.
Me yaw tdaec eh yaw het odraswt deaklt i eadht eht dan he otn.
Smis iosemmste ltneis lla, ever ta hawt he is dan i eioprmv if shi i dotn eh ginod nr mih ni ilef lliw onwdre hgntis.
And ackb all eth eb eays mhi solmta anpi ist ondar,u lla ****** how i to **** snsbmairage up dawelol eht.
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Dotn ontd l,la at him utb ubtao nermoya mhi wnta i i vene retwi dnuaor.
Breemrem htat a it luslonii blveiee kpee do but oyru levia na tlo ouy to i ilwl i ,olve wsa ecrofd fo isllt ifstr r,erveof. .
Ayd trylu lilw nadtdesrun eyabm oen i.
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Oemp, eraw i lgdo wrae ihs won, eamyr,no a dan tbreleac rowte tnod rsluye i i.
Tsetdra i i utp off kmi nhew nidtga it.
But lal ekpe asev i tshta llwi rmw,seoehe it.
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Eitrs elt uesr ot not to brina it ahtt am adn ,peaphend i i srseopc ym eb eogftr eabl me all fi will i emak erev.
Eyuslr our eoirmsme afed utb yo,lswl ,waay.
Teh,rie yte trewo wnok uoy ehnw itrwne or uyo dn'tdi mik emet thsi i.
Lhiew one mastret i ofr carider lyrela of mhi oslt si ta a in taht tcllisennotao aiadontro ohw fro lal noyl het a ,mik.
As sense we aedm newk i sa adtsey am ithw i him but i tho evne wkae on.
Nrfsa,sie ebituulfa ctnaoct lal psetdpo nmhtso ratfe ulfawyl ew 3 our rwee 3 in selco t,smhno ew.
Ta inococas kiel emak emovi uto dan pocuel eeyvr cta a ulodw.
Emsil ied guy lla ot ta tub he a em s'wnat rfo was a fro htiw hgeuon he stwee.
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Dtin'd for ated tdi'nd to and thta, 8 ndeeed ot isrfedn no leah nwat m,hi i itwh do tfrae nsthom gyanthni ocufs.
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Rfedriek i rtes the dna si hsiroyt met illt.
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Rypeot tol lal dnot cuhm sa xett eirwt i oyu tam ,did at sa i byearl a.
I back yrrwo ayw it, fidn ubt my iwll to ond't.
Oht ltsli out geig,rn rhia won i ti iddnee am ym to is dcorgnnciie wrgo.
Og bowrn i neoyh nnaaw nakid dno/bl.
Tseho beor eartf em all isgtrnat asery to rgngie is hte.
Nevanisotor sa ernat si ( as erom as emontemprvi eth wylsa)a dan wkro a but lpnndea i tib ftas there osem iogng fi won.
Ayre txne egncah will a tlo.
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Now of n,sice nbee dgoo eoednrecm,dm colhso i,lvebee we a w,bt aws in eppdodr vaneht' i yuo colsoh eyra tuo ti.
Reweh y,oka btu fo we ulcod ew dpens i uor rea sti itgornhw rdpuo yasywan am aveh oerm ietm yorvtileducp.
Bcak to lshcoo lilw noso og i.
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Elov aer you i tsnrog my ,lrig ttllei ayulwlf you ocf.
Oyu do olve t?oo em.
Lla ist hant dfinreetf enve tho edpectex?.
Fele ehgudg.
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You then hot yiasle fro foc pani emysfl yuo try ecapct oesemno gfreot mmsteoise dan fhgit i and i lla i wgnro, ewhn nedt does ot.
Stlli i oidti cesruo ot aliunj you fo aklt.
Eenvr etbrte oby atht seevla.
Hucm he onskw ooootoo.
Lot a kalt ntdo dgahenc veacyitl yormaen ,oth ew.
Eyt sdaly eary oth ulna as uyo dtin'd ew mtee si mxa ieedc,rtdp thsi tllsi adruon.
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I her msis.
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Muhc bouat os rgspodnein 💋ouy i hankt caring uyo m🫶🏻e levod ot ofr.