A letter from Jul 26, 2023

Hey girl, so at this point in my life every time I've had *** I've thought half way through "wow, I don't want to be here or be doing this right now. I just want to be in my own bed. This doesn't feel all that great. But oh well! I'm already half way through, might as well suck it up and finish this." SOOOOOO I'm sending this to my 25 year old self and GIRL! I know it's only two years away and I know a lot of my letters to my future self say similar things of like "ive hope you had good ***" but GOD. GIRL. Please tell me you've enjoyed some *** at this point. Like at 25 if it's not happening yet then I think my guess is correct and *** just isn't for me. I don't get the hype. I just keep hoping that *** with the right guy (who I actually like talking to and enjoy their company bc I haven't experienced that yet) makes me realize it's all worth it. Bc tbh rn I don't get it. FINGERS CROSSED!! come on 25 year old me!! love, your 23 year old self who doesn't have all that ****** experience (7 bodies and like 20 people I've kissed) who desperately hopes that *** is actually worth it and they aren't just like ******* asexual or something