A letter from Jul 18, 2023

Where Is My King   07.18.2023 I'm not low maintenance, I've just gotten used to taking care of myself to save myself from disappointment. I told myself that I was "easy" and "low maintenance" to feel strong and independent. But it is possible to want and need attention, maintenance, if you will and still be strong and independent. I want to be cared for, taken care of. I want someone to hold the door, to do the driving, to check on me if I'm quiet and withdrawn. It does not mean that I will wilt and disappear if that does not happen. It does not mean that if I don't get care and attention that my world will end. It simply means that with the attention I will feel that much more loved and supported. Satisfy me and take your own pleasure in that sweet accomplishment. And as for you: I want a man that will allow me to worship him, that is worthy of my worship. A man that will not shy away from my adoration and flattery. A King that wants a Queen. I AM a Queen and I will do everything in my power to make you feel like the King that you are. I will lift you up, support you, comfort you, listen to you and help you in every way. I will give over my body to you for every pleasure you desire. I will stand beside you and walk with you. I want to share every secret, holding nothing back. I want to meet your demons and help you to face them with strength and poise. Will you hold my secrets close, share them with me without holding them over me? Will you trust me fully and give over to me your secrets and desires, knowing with certainty that I will protect them, keeping them close, only between us? Where is my King? I know you are out there. Let me be your Queen.