A letter from Jul 18, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hi future me, it's currently july 18, 2023 and I'm 14 rn. Im gonna be g10 this year,idk what's gonna happen as my life goes on, hopefully you received this while your still alive lol but if u r dead rn may u rip :)) Tonight I'm planning on confessing my feelings to my 8 months crush, I'm really nervous lol. I hope he likes me back but if he doesn't that's ok :)) Were moving on cavite this july 23..i rlly don't want to go but i don't have a choice, i hope i meet new friends and actually have a good school year this year..i miss my mom Btw is everything ok now?i hope it is I hope our relationship with our dad is better,and i hope you met a person who won't make you feel alone in this world Im proud of you for making it alive after 3 years, we're probably 17/18 now? I'm feeling rlly ****** rn,and this past few months have been worst,i rlly hate you, hopefully it's better now. That's all .