A letter from Jul 17, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I’ve been stressed out recently. My phlebotomy class is almost done and I think I failed I never finished the final exam or the last chapter test. Idk but I just don’t feel like trying anymore. I want to succeed so bad but I’m tired. I feel so stupid and useless, will I always feel this way? I hope my work ethic and self discipline will get better. I’m so scared to fail bc I know it will disappoint everyone around me but i don’t know what to do. Today is 3 years since my brother died…. Things don’t get easier with time.