A letter from Jul 15, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I am 12 right now if I am stupid enough to realize that, I should 15/16 and my sister should be in college wow! Right now we just found out ga has cancer:( I can't cry bc I waisted all my tears on tiny things like Bully's aka zak and Blake. I am straight and obsessed w ash he's asleep rn but I'm wide awake writing this! It's almost time to do my wordle as it's 11:43 The days I was awake at 12pm just to do the wordle and fall asleep at 6am yes ik I'm stupid but I'm sure my older self does it to as ur in what? Going in to Junior year! I am still in my DSMP faze and might not grow outta it! It's been over a year since techno has passed and it's sad. I've made a lot of friends but don't talk to alot of em. I hope I have a friend group just like Lydias when she was 16. That's all. I love you future self. this might be the first or last letter I'm sending to you, buh bye!!