A letter from Jul 14, 2023

Future Ashley, Hi future me, welcome to college life girl. How was it? I wrote this letter after your completion rites ng JHS. And today pinagplaplanuhan ko na yung college life na gusto ko not knowing if makakasurvive ako sa SHS. Itatake ko yung STEM, feeling ko kasi magmemedical something ako. Today i really want to be a lawyer, a criminal lawyer but itatake ko muna yung psych since i really love that job too. Here's why you like to take that path. law kasi before nagkaroon ka ng panaginip na sumisigaw si papa mo ng lawyer na yung anak ko, atty na siya ganern. Kaya naisipan mo ay baka nga eto yung para saakin or baka eto yung gusto ni papa for you. Psych, kasi nga during these times baliw ka. Gusto mong pag aralan yung sarili mong utak, kung bakit ka ganyan. Gusto mo tulungan yung mga tao na iheal sila, kasi you think you were born for that, like to help other people in terms of their mental health or their problem. Now tinake mo ba yang dalawang yan? Or yan parin ba ang plano mo sa buhay? Don't worry kung hindi kasi hindi naman ibigsabihin non you're not living the life that you want, it's just sometimes may mga plano tayong hindi talaga para saatin. So how was life? Kayo parin ba ni Timothy? Or you guys seperated ways? While writing this letter kausap mo siya, i mean kacall mo siya. He was your first risk to be honest, tinamaan ka ng sobra sakanya. He's your everything as of the moment. Tignan mo nga, ngayon plamg na wala kayong label kasama na siya sa pangarap mo. How about your friends? Kaibigan mo parin ba sila or hindi na kagaya ng dati or wala na talaga? Dati iniiyakan mo lang yang mga yan kasi di mo alam gagwin kung wala sila. Siguro may bago ka nang group of friends no? Kamusta naman sila? I hope you find the right circle for you, my dear. Don't let them influence you in a bad way ha? How about your relationship with your family? Do you still feel the same way? Galit ka parin ba sakanila? Umuuwi ka pa ba? You know what, sila yung dahilan mkung bakit ayaw mong umuwi before. Diba kaya nga nung grade 10 ka halos ayaw mo umuwi kasi puro problema, negativity,sigaw,mura and pagalit? D o you still feel the same? Kaya nga din gusto mo dyan mag aral kasi ayaw mo na sila makita eh. Saan ka pla napadpad? You want to study on bag or sg ah, saan ka napunta dyan? Do you still love writing? or reading? Gastador ka pa rin ba? Or you already learned to manage your money? How about time management? How's your height? Ganon parin ba? HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA Are you now a fur mom? Do you get what you want? I wish you did because you deserve more than that Are you now happy? Masaya ka ba dyan? I hope you are, kasi andami mong pinagdaanan na ang hirap hirap para sa batang katulad mo. I hope you learn to forgive yourself love, sana nagpatawad kana. Good luck on your college life girl, chase your dreams and shine brightly. Padayon My future Self. Always remember to pray and thank him for everything! Make yourself and mama proud. Mag-aral mabuti kasi may sasamplain ka ng diploma mo! ILOVEYOUSOMUCHHHH!!