A letter from Jul 14, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Today was a beautiful one. I went to see Denise but she wasn't feeling well. I brought emilia with me for the venture. She was kinda stressed out readjusting to not being on antidepressants anymore. Top that with a heavy pms and you have a rare form. A true wild soul. Just being in the moment feeling her vibration sent me off into a state of mind that was for once unfamiliar. I didn't know if she was kidding or not but she made a joke about us switching ***** and we were both more than ready haha. It was a long drive. About an hour and a half. I picked her up from the city so she wouldn't have to drive. She fed me French fries on the way. So we ended up finding ourselves at ringing rocks. We spend a few hours there. Some of the day spent hit some rocks with rocks. Forgot the hammer womppp. The rest of the day we looked for mushrooms. I couldn't ask for a more peaceful day with my e. She's too good to me. Idk what I would do without that treasure in my life. Favorite fer certain. I hope things don't ever change between us. I truly love that part of my life.. the rest is still very tough. Jen is being yanked out of bubs house. Uncle Gary wants my cats out of here. Madness. I feel so alone a lot of the time. Erin helps with that sometimes but other times it just makes it worse. I love Erika and jad and I hope we have an amazing summer even if Erin isn't gonna be there by my side anymore. I'll be just fine thank-you Always love Bee