A letter from Jul 13, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hi self! Did you survived? How are you? How's life doing? Are you still alive? Are you disappointed right now? Are you happy? Are you sad? Or Did you miss someone? Did you able to read this letter? Are you crying while reading this? Or laughing? Or Feeling cringe? Hahahaha or embarrassed because of the wrong grammar hahahaha. It's been 3 years since the 16 year old girl wrote this letter to you, she wanted you to know that she is very proud of you for surviving. What course did you pursue? Nursing or Bs Psychology? 16 year old girl is having a hard time choosing her college course but no matter what course you chose she wanted you to know that she is happy for you, and I hope you have no regrets. Are you still in the same circle of friends or did you make new one? I hope you are in a positive mindset (cause you are such a nega person hahaha) circle of friends, a friends that can help you to achieve more:). Is there a changes between you and your cousins and aunties? Are you having a misunderstanding?You know 16 year old princess joy is bothered because she thinks that she did something wrong, she feels like there is a lot of changes. Is mama and papa still at your side? Thats what scares you the most right? To lose them without paying off the hardwork they did for you. Is your phone still the same or you have a new phone? Are you in a relationship right now? If you are I hope you didn't settle for less again, I hope you didn't lower your standard again, I hope you are in a healthy relationship:). But if you're still single well that's ok, don't you ever think that you are not worth the risk and not loveable cause you are always enough and worth the risk:). Maybe you have a crush? I'm sure you have a crush, sa kadaghan ug gwapo sa college hahaha but please don't put meaning to every interactions you have with him ok? Don't put meaning to every eye contacts hahahahaha and stop being delulu hahahahaha. At this moment I hope you already loved yourself cause 16 year old girl never love herself, she hate herself so much, she think she is the worst person, so she's hoping that the 19 year old princess joy already loved herself and accept her flaws:). By the way, are you close to god na? Did you trust him with all your heart? I hope you are, cause that's what 16 year old princess joy want the most, to being close with god:) you know how much she envy those person who are very close to him. You know how much she wanted to become a better person. 16 year old princess joy is hoping that you are not afraid to let go anymore:). Hang in there, okay? Please keep surviving, I love youuuuu💖