A letter from Jul 12, 2023

Dear Future Me, hi man whats up i hope youre still alive. a lot of crazy **** be goin on but ur nuts i trust. idk what to put here but i guess i'll just start with when i am. maybe you forgot but you wrote this at like 10:30 AM on Wednesday July 12th 2023. now i know what youre thinking "what the **** why are you up that early" you had to get up to fake going to football conditioning and just havent gone back to sleep yet. speaking of sleep, lake is doing that right now. you just told him about omocat and jit is not happy. i hope you guys are living together in your own place by then (if not i at least hope youre still together or at the very least on good terms, i like this guy :> i hope yall are happy), if ur not at least semi pro in a video game yet ima beat ur *** dawg thats literally all we are good for and ive wanted this for so long dont take that from me. i guess some people write about what they like doing. well i like gaming im sure you still do what i listen to is rap like king von and **** drill is cool sounding. i hope that either A. youve come out as a trans woman by then or B. decided against it entirely, if ur in the closet for that long thats just embarrassing :sob: honestly if youre reading this that means you didnt die so W good **** im proud of you :) that takes a lot in this day and age. I feel like i havent wrote enough to cap off this message but i dont know what else to write and if i let myself cook for the rest of the day ima just forget so whatever i think of now is what im sending you. NO ******* WAY OH MY GOD YOURE GONNA BE 20 HOLY **** I JUST REALIZED THAT like actually genuinely i was shocked by that revelation i gasped. you still cant legally buy alcohol tho L, but lake can so hopefully he buys you ****. if youre not in touch with these people make sure to check up on: kitty/hunter, zwack, the lord of the ******* gc im sure you guys will be fine tho, zoe, otto, grand junction people, and just general ppl in the old 2016-16 gaming crew, i think that would be nice. looks like we are coming to the end of this but i just want to have a lil heart to heart with you. im scared. im a lil nervous about everything in general, im getting mad anxiety just existing and its scary. i really hope you are more mentally healthy we need it. i love you man, i hope this finds you in a pretty good spot. have a good day <3 the homophobic *** gods are watching over u i trust.