A letter from Jul 11, 2023

Dear FutureMe, hi ts me soon be 1st year college xian. life update, it's complicated. I feel like I'm staying ONLY TO FIX HIM. but not because I love him the way I do before. does it mean that I'm insensitive if I tell you my true feelings ... that I'm not experiencing the same love. because you let me experience enough for me to decline your affection because it seems like you never learn. i did what i can na po, ive experienced enough. i want to let go but i cant. i mean simple things, but why does it seems that you cant get enough of it. why do you keep repeating your mistakes, now your sorrys feels like nothing. within three years fter i wrote this letter, can you let your self breathe. you can always let go. i know that your too god for him. and hes not worth your time. let him fix himself, i know youre hurting but pls let go. i dont want to see you begging nor getting the same ick again.