A letter from July 11th, 2023

Dear Future Yuri!!! Hiii yiiiii, how are you??? are you doing well?? i think this yr will be your graduation!!! I'm so proud of you na you made this far!!! I'm your 19 yrs old self HAHAHHAHAHA and mag s-second year na this school year. I just wanna say sorry ha? daghan kaykog sala saimo ba HAHAHAHA but I'm proud of you coz you really made this far! i hope you learn how to love yourself kay pirme nimo ginauna ang uban tao. I'm so proud of you kay despite sa trauma's and other ***** saimo life you always gave them the purest and genuine love you can give and maka proud kaayo. I hope you keep doing a good things ha??? and pls naman, don't be hard on yourself yi, value yourself the way you value the other people, do you understand me??? take a break if you're tired and don't give up on your dreams!!! ilaag sila mama og papa sa Baguio ha? like you promised when we are in junior high school. Hoy! ayaw palabi og gasto kay naa kay dream na moadto og Japan!! achieve your goals in life yi!!! laban despite sa suicidal thoughts nimo yawa ka HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ILOVEYOU SO MUCH EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE BEING HARD SAIMO SELF. Kamusta man imong love life?? nakakita nakag right person for you?? diba pangandoy nimo na naa kay maka live in bisag dili ta open ila mama pg papa coz they're religious and against kaayo sila sa same *** rs HAHAHAHA but it's okay, i know you can manage as always dibaaaaa HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Remember siel???? do you remember her??? better not to forget about her ha?? she's one of the best thing na niabot saimong life yi! gahapon sa gabie July 10, 2023 grabe nimong hilak kay tuo nimog ma end najud mo HAHAHAHA pero gabalik ra diay bisag way label HAHAHAHA how are you?? nagka label namo? kamo pa ba japon until now?? gusto baya jud kaayo nimo siya na imong ma end game HAHAHAHAHA you really love her beyond your expectations. I hope you take care of her too, and i really hope na mas better naka na person karon!!!! Yi, okay raka??? ako karon dili jud ko okay ay HAHAHAHA it's really hard for me to be like this na I'm not mentally stable because of my past trauma, but it's okayyyyy, you're doing your best of best to be better day by day, to fix yourself to be the best version of yourself. Iloveyou so much yi, you really made this far and I'm so proud of you even tho i hate you so much. Yiiiii, are you still insecure?? nah, you better not *****! you're cool and maangas coz you can pull older than you HAHAHAHAHAHAHA i hope you learn how to appreciate me na, and i really hope you learn how to love yourself. I'll be more proud of you if you do that. yi, don't hate me so much ha? i do understand why you hate me but pls learn to love me like how you love and treasure the other people. Hey! 22 yrs old naman diay kaaaa! yawa tiguwanga na nimo oy HAHAHAHAHAHAHA are you doing good pa?? how's life by the way? nakatigom naka?? gusto ra baya kayka sad mag live ogag inusara, na achieve ba nimo na? naa nakay gaming pc?? dapat naa na yawa man diay ka HAHAHAHAHAHAHA that's one of your dreams bro, you better achieve it before you die HAHAHAHAHAH imissyou so much yi, i hope you can read this and i hope your suicidal thoughts didn't win. iloveyou so much!!! take care of yourself always ha?? GOODBYE AND IM SO PROUD OF YOU IF YOU READ THIS IN THE FUTURE!!!!