A letter from July 10th, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Dear Future Me, Hi min, it's me in 2023, yes your 14 years old self. Unta happy ka ron sa imong present life. You'll probably see this on your 18th birthday so happy birthday!! I'm proud of you for still being alive HAHAHAH in this era of you, all you wanted is to die because of how hard your life is. I hope na meet na nimo ang tao na maka pa lipay sa imo na kanang i treat gyud ka ug tama na kanang gina ampingan ka ug gina sabot ka cuz in this era of you (2023) ga settle pa gyud ko sa isa ka tao na murag wala ko gina pa halagahan, na mura kog iro sig gukod niya, but i choose to be with this boy cuz he's the only one I want rn. Wala miy label but it's better than having one and just breaking up in the ne,xt month. I've been in love with this boy for 10 months. I love him so much that almost every night I cry myself to bed. In this era of you, you're too weak to stand up on your own and make the biggest decision so i hope that you're better than this girl today and much stronger than before. I don't know if he's still the same boy you're with now. But i hope if he's still the same boy you're loving now, I hope that he's treating you right like how men treat their Queen just like you. Hi, my own self in the future! I hope that you're not crying every night, I hope your mental health is ok. I'm proud of you for choosing that path you take this is your younger self trying to survive life so that you can read this. I'm afraid to grow and see the future but i hope we make it and survive it. Unta wa ta nag bag o no? We changed a lot that i almost forgot who I was before. Sorry for not being the best and making the bad decisions I'm not too good at it. I want to enjoy this teenage life but i just can't sorry for not healing your inner child pls if it's not healed yet please heal it ok? I will be happy if you heal it. I hope you're ok and if you're crying pls stop and just be happy. I'm proud of you girl!! Pls choose the right path and the person you really want and pls don't stress too much you're gonna make it! Again Happy birthday enjoy your day girl ✨