A letter from Jul 10, 2023

Dear Future E, Hello self, I hope you are still fighting. I know it is exhausting trying to ignore these voices in our head saying mean things like "you are not enough" , "you are not worth loving" , "just die useless crap". I know some things may go really hard to face but I hope you will learn how to appreciate life, never remove it yourself, OKAY?!! Anyways I hope you'd let your self to experience how to be loved. I know there are people who may hurt you in the end but that's life right? You love, you get hurt, and you learn. Please allow yourself to open your walls, I know how hard it is living a life where you only tryna survive because you were not given the safety you deserve. Yet you deserve new people in your life that will make you feel loved. Buy yourself a cake when you receive this email, i love you.