A letter from Jul 04, 2023

dear future me, right now tuesday July 2023 at 1.56 am. i wrote this letter while lying on the bed with mixed feelings, but dominated by feelings of sadness lol. (i'm sorry cuz wasn't able to great care of u) i'm wrote this letter with the hope that u will read and reflect on it with an open heart hm how are u? what are u doing? How are ur mamah bapak, family, and friends doing now? have u graduated yet?are u mature? are u happy? did u move on?(ok too many questions) i suck at writing letters and i have troubling putting into words my emotions and how i feel hahahaha ok first of all, i hope you're ok, i wish u have a great life, i hope mamah bapak and fams is healthy and happy, i hope ur still in contact and good with ur friends, i wish you're happy more and more, i hope that i have graduated and obtained a degree in accounting (S.Ak) and obtained the job of my dreams, and i hope u have moved on dzik. i hope that i have traveled a lot and experienced many new things. i hope that i remain a humble person and always strive to help others. i hope that i remain a faithful person and always strive to get closer to Allah. i hope u find peace and happiness in ur life. don't let the pressures of others or societal demands change who u are or dictate the direction of ur life. be yourself and do things that make u happy. secondly, i wanna remind u to always value urself. life may not always be easy, but u have the strength and resilience to face any challenges that come ur way. remember that u are a valuable person, and always strive to do things that make u proud of urself. i also wanna remind u about the importance of maintaining spirit and determination during difficult times. i'm sure that in the future, u will face many challenges, both personally and professionally. however, i believe that u have the strength and ability to overcome them all. remember that failure does not always mean the end of everything, but rather an opportunity to learn and grow. i hope u never lose the spirit and determination to keep moving forward and achieving your goals. lastly, someone has inspired u to wrote this letter, do u still remember rizqy diningrat? r u still love and waiting for him? as u write this, u r in a difficult situation. u r still in love with rizqy YES u r still in love with someone who doesn't love u back. bulol banget kan? it has been almost a year since august 2022 and u and him haven't communicated, but YOU still waiting for him the process of moving on is not an easy thing to do. through every step, whether it be pain, confusion, or doubt, u have shown strength and perseverance. remember that everyone has their own time to heal and let go of the past. as much as people try to avoid pain, there can be no gain without pain. love is a beautiful feeling, but sometimes u can't control or choose who u love. even though ur heart is full of love for that person, u need to understand that love is a two-way street. if the person doesn't respond to ur feelings, there may be certain reasons behind it. perhaps they are not ready or maybe they have different feelings for someone else. whatever the reason, it's important for u not to punish urself or feel unworthy of love. ur future is still long, and i'm confident that within it there will be many opportunities to find the love that suits u. don't focus too much on someone who doesn't love u, because it will only divert ur attention from the opportunities that may be around u. that it may be hard to believe, but things will get better. u will find someone who loves u for who u are and who will cherish u. it may take time, but it will happen. (maaf kalo grammarnya berantakan bcs i'm indonesian? lol) love from, past adzika