A letter from Jul 01, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hey. This is July 2 2023 you, writing this at 2am in the morning. It must be weird receiving a letter from your 13 year old self on how you should love your family, however, you know well how I have these emotional breakdowns and quirks. So hear me out, for I, the great 13 year old you, will trauma dump. I recently watched a tiktok. It was a dad Begging her daughter to give him another chance through messages And how the girl was pushing her away due to his previous actions The dad want to be with his again. To spend time with her. To bond with her. To show her the love he couldn't give once before. However, since the daughter was already bruised, she pushed him away. This got me thinking on how I previously treated my dad as he came back. He was trying so hard But sometimes..I just kept ignoring him. Thank the gods that doesn't happen anymore. We have quite a good relationship.. however, I wasn't ready to really include him into my life Until I watched..well, read the tiktok slides. This got me thinking. And reflecting. Alot. I should appreciate my family more. I was crying as I read the tiktok, regretting all the days that I ignored him and didn't want him in my life. Dad didn't even do anything wrong..life just..gave him a curse that unabled me to grow up with him. I Should love them more. Crying for my dad, i then wept for my parents. My mom Our current situation.. I love her so much. I should show her love more. And my grandparents. Haha. I should show my love more for my grandmother aswell. I've been abusing her taking care of me and spoiling me. You should help her out more. Show your appreciation more, even though its hard showing affection. And for grandpa Be patient with him. Even if he as anger issues.. Our time is only so short. Please love your family. Appreciate them. Live the best life that you can with them. I know you're fighting your own battles. However, don't let those battles cloud the way you treat them. They love you. So **** much. Please. Show them the love back. Don't regret anymore.