A letter from Jun 26, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hey me. Currently single and too broken to really form attachments to women. Working in NAIC 2 and it's uncertain whether I'm going back to building 1 or not. Car was repoed. No vehicle. Johnny is living with me, we're driving his car everywhere. He works for Loomis briefly but looking for somewhere new. I stressed to the max because of finances. Literally not sure if I'll have gas money this week. Small potatoes, but it's stressful. Rich is my current good friend at work, don't talk to Mike much since I haven't been in the same building. I like Rack and Stack. Wish I could stay. Audrey is 7 and rediculously intelligent. Oliver just turned 4- he's growing up too fast. I feel old. Katie and I currently get along, I still don't like her new fiance but he's nice to the kids so whatever. Just... Hey. We stopped the negative self talk, so now we have to figure out how to love ourselves. I lost a bunch of weight, gained some back 225ish right now, 216 at my lowest this year. Writing this laying in bed listening to the air conditioner at Crestwood Dr house. Man. I hope our situation changes for the better. Financially stable would be a nice goal. Good luck, me. You'll need it.