A letter from Jun 22, 2023

Dear Duck/Pato, I hope this letter finds you well. As I sit down to express these words, my heart is heavy with regret, reflection, and the sincere desire to make amends for my past actions. There are things I need to say, truths I need to acknowledge, and apologies I need to offer. Initially, I want to convey my deepest remorse for the pain I have caused you throughout our relationship. As an adolescent teen, I was picky and burdened by my first 2 rejections, and I allowed those experiences to shape my understanding of wants and relationships. I now realize that my misguided actions and pursuit of these women have led to the downfall of the blessings that God had in store for us. Reflecting on our past, I can see that I made poor choices and created unnecessary dilemmas in my head. I failed to recognize the significance of what I truly NEEDED (you), and instead, I chased after superficial desires. I acknowledge that I neglected you and failed to appreciate the blessing right before me. I allowed my own selfishness to drive me to sleep around after losing you, seeking temporary intimacy and passion, but ultimately finding emptiness. It is important for me to acknowledge my flaws and failures openly. I have carried the burden of my actions, knowing deep down that I have hurt you. I ask for your forgiveness and request that you share this message with your family. I humbly request their pardon for all my faults, and I hope they can find it in their hearts to forgive me as well. I understand that healing is a process, and I have been working diligently to heal myself. Just as I come to this realization, however, I find it difficult to let you go as I matured. While I recognize that you deserve the best, and if you have found happiness elsewhere, please disregard this message, I can't help but yearn for a chance to make things right. If it is meant to be, perhaps our paths will cross again. I want you to know that I have learned from my mistakes and grown as an individual. I now understand the value of deep desirable love, attachment, and focusing on the needs of US. I have come to appreciate the joy, love, and playful moments we shared, but I realize that they were not rooted in my wants at that moment in time. I deeply regret the nights that made you cry and the times I neglected you. Therefore, if you are happy now never forget my toxicity, and disregard this message. As I always told you I wish you a profound love. Furthermore, I recognize the importance of NEEDING the right person to bear your children, to provide a deep and shared love, and to foster a healthy and connected intimate environment. Losing you to another man was my harshest punishment for my inability to accept what God had placed before me. In retrospect, it seems that our pathways were supposed to lead you to Seventh-Day Adventism or a Sabbath keeper since you didn't like the idea of SDA, which could have brought us closer together maybe, despite your initial reservations about the SDA church. To conclude, I want to express my gratitude to God, you, and my mother for shaping me into the man I am today. Education and hard work have become integral parts of my life, and I strive to be the best version of myself each day. I have always believed that you deserved the very best, and if you have found happiness elsewhere, I wholeheartedly root for and advise that you let not even this message hinder you. I am done being a Brad from ***/Life on Netflix as I requested you watched it. I want to be a Cooper now ugh 😩. If and when you make your decision and if God doesn't send me another Katherin Roman. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me, and if it is meant to be, I pray that we may find each other again and embark on a journey of shared love and happiness with an abundance of intimate moments leading to our connection (offsprings). May this letter find you again two years after from the initial receiving date Lastly, I have been waiting for your FutureMe's which lead me to write this here. I failed to write it from my account first time. Sincerely~ RWB A.K.A Sammy to my LOVE KGR NO NATALIA 🥹