A letter from Jun 20, 2023

Dear FutureMe, God please let me die sleeping, this day has been tough for me, extremely tough. I had an accident right now, the pcx (hyunwook) i drove crash to red raider that mom frequently use. My parents won’t forgive unless i can fix it with my own money, and my friends can’t pay it too they don’t have that much money. I’m literally a piece of trash now. Please god let me die. I didn’t enjoy every seconds right now. I WANNA DIE (always) I feel the loser self inside me again. Please Help me.