A letter from Jun 20, 2023

Dear Future Me, I hope you get this when you go to high school, but I'm bad with dates. Anyway, I just wanted to cheer you up. But first, some questions. How's dad? He's doing bad here and could die if he doesn't get a liver transplant soon. He got sick on December 21 of 2021, remember? What about Meeka? Finally decided how to spell her name? Chimera just died recently at 16 years. Have you chosen whether you want to go Sweden or Denmark, or maybe somewhere else? Right now, we can't decide. What about your coding and YouTube progress? Right now it's... non-existent :( What about writing and that Dabble book? What college are we going to? Right now we think Ivy League but that's WAY difficult. What's our GPA? What's your love life like? Let me remind you of the drama we've experienced. First we liked Lyla, which turned bad after Collin Cottington told her, because he over heard Drew and Caleb Randolph, (like Reed but without pica), our two best friends at the time. Important to mention that Kariann and Collin were dating, but Kariann didn't really like it, and I thought Collin was lying about wanting to date her. That's when something crazy happened. On William's and Collin's bus, Collin admitted to wanting to have silly fun adult times with Kari. William told me, and then he told Jack and then blamed it on me for telling him :/ Then Kariann started giving hints that either Lyla, Bella Moreno, or her might like me , and even outright saying that Lyla might like me, but I already stopped liking her at that point. One time during recess, Kari came up to me and we talked about how she might break up with Collin because she liked someone else, and what she should do. I told her about what Collin said and said I would recommend breaking up with him, but it's up to her. She broke up with him pretty soon after, and he started looking disheveled. Crazy for the spoiled brat that managed to date 4 girls at the same time, just for the purpose of breaking their hearts. (One of which was Wesley, the annoying girl who was friends with Izabella Madonaldo, who will come up later) Then during third period advisory, Kariann asked me to go up and talk with her, when she said said she liked me, and then I ran to my chair like a little unempathetic wimp. Later I told her I liked her back at recess (I didn't) The next day, March 8th, 2023, a Wednesday, (maybe I'm not so bad with dates after all) I sat next to her at lunch, and in the halls she said, "I would ask you out, but in my dream the boy is supposed to ask the girl," so I said "Then will you be my girlfriend?" She said yes and my heart fluttered but then I remember in 7/8th period that I don't like her, and then I got real sad when I walked to the hotel (remember our horse burning down?) After a week, I thought about breaking up with her, but after learning she was getting harassed by Isaiah and COLLIN, I decided to stay with her for a little bit to protect her from them. For a couple weeks, it would look like I didn't like her or protect and she did all the work (the truth). She wouldn't respond to my texts, because her parents wouldn't let her after Collin called her a wh--e. Then at the slightest things, she wouldn't forgive me, so I decided to give up. She later left me for Dillan (EW) and I felt so happy and that was that. Then I started liking Izabella around the time that she finally stopped being friends with Wesley because they kinda hated eachother, but this was around the end of the year, and both Izabella and Kariann were moving away. Remember, all of this happened Sixth Grade year, a year I don't want us to ever forget.