A letter from Jun 19, 2023

To scar, It’s 19/6/2023 rn and I am 10. Idk if ppl call u scar tbh but I think it’s quite a cute nickname. My bff (hopefully for life) is called Emma Roberts and she calls me scar scar which is super cute 😍btw emma is my absolutely fav friend. She’s js (js-just) so nice 😭 hopefully we’re still friends when u receive this email, if not, get back friends with her rn 😡 screenshot this message and send her it😡😡 if u have a fallout send her this message 😡😡😡I js want her to know how much I loved her when I was 10, she’s my ultimate fav. I will never ever ever find a friend like her again. Even if ur not in a fallout or whatever send her this message when she’s sad. Or even when she’s not sad. Staying on the friends topic I’m going to talk about my other best friends. I’ve got Ivy G, Leila Y, Florence G, Adelaide T, Rosa C, Imaan C and obv Emma R. But ivy, Leila, Florence, Adelaide and Rosa make me feel left out sometimes. Don’t get me wrong, they are my best friends for a reason, loads of reasons, but idrk. (idrk-I don’t really know) When me and one of my friends are talking (Js us) I feel like that’s one of the reasons we’re besties. it’s js that they make my feel left out when we’re all together. Anyways I hope u have found more friends that treat u the way u should and most of all, make u feel happy and cheer u up. Off of the friends topic now. I have a lot of fears. Fear of the dark, fear of deep water, fear of spiders, fear of being alone, and honestly, I think I have ocd. There are lots of reasons I think I have ocd and I’m not going to name them bc (bc-because) it will take to long. But most of the reasons it bc I js need to be equal all the time. For example: itch on my nose? I’m going to itch it but I have to itch the opposite side with the opposite hand aswell. Off of THAT topic now. I’m honestly not the happiest child ever and I don’t think 10 yr olds should be going through this. Like my mum is so unfair on me like she treats my brother better. Ok next topic, cousins ❤️ Evie Mae (my cousin obv) is literally my fav family member, I literally love her sm (sm-so much) She’s js so nice. There is never a fake smile on my face when I’m around her. Btw send this part to her rn. I think that’s all I’m going to say. I hope ur good at gymnastics or football, if ur not, that’s ok. I js hope ur doing what YOU want to do. Make sure the friendship between me and Emma is strong and the friendship between me and Evie is strong. Ilysm no matter what. (I’m going to send a few of these to different dates) xo, scar (ur younger self)