Pre-senior to graduation <3

Peaceful right?

Hey 17 year old me? how is it going? how is life? did we make it? how was graduation? is mama and baba proud of us? did we apply to uni? did we get accepted? what are our plans? congrats btw I am so proud of u, we came and got so far, i am so happy to see that we reached this part of our life and that all the sleepless nights, mental breakdowns, stressed mornings, all those tears we shed and all that stress we kept has paid off to something great. i know its scary. ig its normal and u get adapted to it soon. but hey we are done alright? its over! this isnt the end this is just the start. what am I doing? ya lol last final exam is on monday, i have physics, me and the batch are at the library rn revising. SHD from math is moving to the states i am going to miss her alot. monday will be the last day i see her so gotta say goodbyes to everybody actually on monday. I still cant grasp the fact we are gonna be seniors. like i am still stuck in 8th grade i am sorry lmao. this is just crazy. our little sis is graduating this coming friday. I am so proud of my little girl, she had it tough this year, mental stress and emotional abuse from her teachers and she is only 6. honestly this is walking proof of how school is the cause of our mental health issues. I hope this doesnt effect her later on and i hope she gets a good teacher next year. anyways we are travelling in around 12 days so in eid. first eid i spend travelling and i am so excited. I have so many plans. ps. i hope i make it before the last first day of school, i cant miss last first day of high school. Anyways nothing so interested has happened. i am currently going crazy over jacks and eva from OUABH i need the third book asap the wait is ******* me, i need that endgame to happen. the new book better have a better ending than the one before it. but yk whats ******* me more is I cant spoil anything to my frnd cuz she is gonna start reading the series really soon and I need to talk abt this to someone, i might reread with her cuz i miss jacks <3 I hope she finishes reading it soon cuz idk how long i can keep it in me before spoiling her. anyways i will go finish studying physics then i'll just write another letter to when the third book comes out so i can yk ya lol CONGRATS AGAIN AND I AM SO PROUD OF U! YOU GO GIRL! <3 with love, ur pre-senior self. 17.june.2023

Epilogue

29 days later

oh 16 year old me.
its all over too soon.
this year was such a rollercoaster with many plot twists. i dont even know where to begin. we missed first...

So eppandeh utb icd stlonyhe stla ignohnt day. Hte kwee i edisms frsit nieret ylactula. Hte it trrege tnod got i isrft auesc to oulb wsa nziaamg it i eexnpircee but fo untaum ni. .
I new eopelp namy emt siht raye. .
Was dsorbwekan ftel liek theer n,sthgire yaer niapc emnlta etars and utb hte all ,nibkl ti it rwee dan hwotr a kcttasa. Teshe uto weer shoewdad dgoo the yb glshua dna k,eosj eth mcsrase daubocnrkg nda seuisrrdp eht i,noes yphap asetr esom,mtn lal teh. Bset eno of ohcpsgoyly mesierom alssc eth rewe. Rynicg mtouan het mites ew sdrtate udhealg so of ahdr ew.
Oru mtie to we enakgspi dysenki ym her mreebmer ahrd so mreain pthohosoto ntew heous rdah ysdtu oen nda of llit a gduleha eplh rfo os i 'sbsf hrtu we atth dan i dha guinghla to. Eevn geilt hda to'lcdun rbteeah hsdrate eht i agl,eudh nhikt ot ttah eb i ever i.
Thceci so ufn adn saw i tsih yaer eefl.
Ehwn ddene, ti etfl ademr ti a lla elki dan.
Lcualtay a elft uldci ramed diagutoran like. Sate ewnt by mremeerb got i by tge i eenv my a eth poalimd ym ti olnucdt to to gtlei het ni eitm kwla ackb i,lbkn. Emsa,rc casp trsess etlf eth eb 21 lble sbte oo!d)g aslt dha derleesa fo wtngorih hetn in lei,egfn het nda gacnimsre teh esbsedi the tefra wyslhaal (i hte that yesar to in.
Ogslcpyhoy tcdeaepc dan otg uas we lieppad otni a iotn ojrma. .
Nda edgamen llnifay ttah tgo kavsjace btw. Ot dna ew a vreo ssosbee enw lkopueboco udofn. . . . . Kia anedpy dna. The whit ear ew oamtsl reshtat seesri em olsa ndeo. Love dgo arenwr ornaa i. .
Mmuser vore filyaifolc si. Dna scmeo it uremsm aluhgoth too htsru to lng locse limyfa of aws eht tinongh nddee hits 3220 aftc onos for yaer. Srlgi ligr chsu a asw ti usmrme. Eth i utffs msmeru isconu did, em hte cryza uotman ihst mressmu btes cthaioc my of of iwll adn eidlv avhe mmrereeb one sa i. I it nda 2 lyaerda chmeikos been dsya onyl eelf ash. Msis hcum so i higtynvere vyeorene dan. Eht eptsiar i thgsnrei tea lal me bigakn uincso ahd adn ehr eslesrevop tcnhgwai hiwt nda ntwe the will ereetyvim we smsi ew nad doar on dllpe,u ibek ytni my u,ot. Ni teh otu su gnreiobh hte yncoalb rguhhot naihlgug edakep iigttns nda oklo to iondww ta meyevteir het. Gnl noe mresmsu it was tesb of the.
Ayynwas.
Oiaoentirnt trwm is. Noggi niu ot we lutcylaal ogm rae hah. Im vousnre os. 2 irfedns of aadobr netw uro. Are and the 4 hsreot gnogi asme to yvetruinis. Sm i ssmi oenvyree.
Nui llwi eemt ohw ni i onwrde i. Lng natw go wykoel ondt i ot. .
Issensub strnagti i a am no glnnanip masll. Iutotnu anclhne yuuotbe eulpylyfho eyamb iegonpn nad apy leph efse ot a eth. . . Ew soge liwl who ees atth. .
Awnayys. A wne rehe thcaper is ot.
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Arsdrg,e.
Lod 71 aeyr em.

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over 1 year ago

update: the fact, when i replied to this i was wondering who i would meet in uni......the love of our life dear me, that's who. no one wouldv'e prepared us for all those plot twists but here we are.

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