A letter from June 13th, 2023

Dear FutureMe, hey it’s me from 3 years ago ( wow so crazy) 3 years doesn’t seem like a long time but you’re like 20 now idk why I think that’s so old lol. It kinda scares me growing older a bit but I guess if you’re reading this that you’ve successfully done it so congrats. 20 is still most definitely young too. I guess it’s because I feel so unfulfilled with my teenage years which all the kids on tv made it to seem like the coolest years ever, mine wasn’t too crazy but I do have some really good friends. Are you still in contact with them? Yk the red head and all of them and the curly haired girl from English as well as her friend. Give them a call if you’ve just lost contact, im sure they’d wanna talk show them this letter. I suppose im not really saying their names in fear of losing them because they’re so sweet. I’ve never met anyone as understanding and kind and honest as I have the red head. My best friend. God I hate using that, but again I’m too scared of the possibility you’re not talking. I guess if i say there names it might be a bad memory for me idk? anxiety is really not doing it for me lol. Don’t feel bad if anything did happen though just do what is best for you mentally and everything will be okay You probably have new friends too right? You’re a uni babe I think right Tell me you’re doing something you love please, and if not tell me your’e doing your best to change that! You wanna be rich go do something fr, how’s your sisters? The youngest still super cute or naah Do you still have hopes of doing something big one day or being on tv, don’t think your stupid because of it. It’s good to dream big, you always have. How is everything with mum and dad? You always wanted to move uni to get away, but has your relationship improved since going? Don’t be too hard on them Make sure you always look and feel your best btw best advice given to me, I love you, and I’m still here and always will be, remember the girl with big dreams who deserves to accomplish them