Dear FutureMe,
If I read this I’m still alive and my 14 year old self writing this is proud of you💞
Epilogue
over 2 years later
Hey i’m still alive but to be honest i wish i took my life when i wrote this when i was writing this it was really only me my best...
Aws’nt ot eylrla asw sah i irnefd pogur rhe enirdf i adn thta t’didn at elyral ynlloe ersnifd my cseueba so won lsoec ni sarod tiem mite at leif aluji ehva jtus isth hse. I hats’w rfo hte ilef vhae i hiknt od onw alyrel toabu vhea td’nid i ubtao eacnu,taqainsc i eovl adn asceube ahve want t’iddn yda oubta me taoub ’mi i urht mi’ nad annog dna leba just hnew osteh fo i it my tinkh tbu tno ubt reac him atnikg itnd’d keli sianctaeuacqn did geseilfn ysta ta ot adh my to yrvee tllis sema dna i aefrt own my me 41 ti teka utb pehnpa i eh i’st em so i but elfi ilfe ttha saecr eht i nda hvea. I eosg waya ’mi aipn feel and evern rhut neve ekil eth swore. Stju wchhi a ehsap be ot even iwth me ro frmo eomr dan tenohs in hturs you fenditefr bakc meosc aalswy ti. To ahypp bkca mi’ aelb ot tish ’mi etwir tno hatt. Ti asmke wow ndd’ti asw i’tndd emak i it i i ot wshi ym ubt em shtgni ilfe, ni i dan ingkta rylael no did i scuae klie eb but hsteon risuoes. Own eifl ater’n thigr gtaer so ggoin rellya. With nto loko i’m teh obdy ym pphay ro i way. Dseu m’i ni jtsu fslmey otn as ot nefdoctin be i. Of thsi i tol gvhani uc-egesnisosndg otg in eyra ’mi dna dtubo a a ulertbo eymsfl otl in mfylse adn oot mi’. Hsngetmio why eikl sefel to smeomstei ti nad nwo twih my anhg wlle tsju ti me efoidnrby dan out amneryo i arnemyo ddi i natw ym ’ist alfut asw dna be or od aytnnigh it eesfl em eh toehgert naseor the lkei dneo’st we os dan ’actn. Nca hmi ew nwo anc athw tanh edne sntaituoi ikle i lla be nad me nad ’hertes wneh jsut **** a lli’ of nwok uto nad is egt trtoegeh atth si no tbu i eyvr ersu we ivge ol,t eikl to atth hsa eafr coems he ont hwo who e,b rae i atth emor a hyeengrvit teg eht hte eevn eordl jstu my si m’i hmi an’ct i tsurh beal gbinnegni nda ym aghitnyn wer’e he fefro tond’ spat do nda ot heav him isht coshol onw ts’i fro ingth sti’ wlil ehter eh utb ofr hntnaigy and teonsqui uecsa eb i kcab uoengh it i abkc nda elefs wokn stantid dsa i we tsbgige rgli aeescbu wtha i uscea kwon ilwl my to ti juts hitrg ceins ebne eb esspdpou em enwh aesrcd mnai lwil mhi asy for eanmged liek akc,b anppehde otg ubt mrtate sya twai htoegetr tiwa rof my awht dna watn eiv’ i. Htta mi’ ongheu reyv nad fo weaar sti’ not. I v velo afe,s beeusca lsto i sya nda itaw enhcga pu adn wsore ,imh i dborfynei isrft dan hotwr nad whhci a i’m i gmioneths teh ’staht my efle nawna ym i mhi i and otabu tis’ do ikel dna i os and utb imh os ttah i noep xceedti os in me adn aehv tevegrinyh slemfy all i have reri,maag kwn,o to illt efydroinb s’it gizaman wsa i swa eno acyzr to now ftrsi od ti teg od meaks sfrti usqtnieo i nwaan who nda em i udofn kiel with ym eh nad ubt it sola ot adsi my tlo e’hs ovel so ym do’tn ot a csdar tgngite tbu. I ohw yaw ielk ro i nyintahg teh ’notd t’dno kool ikel in i my afce. Ehtgreot atnw to us atsy refevro yraell i. Rervofe nawt i shit. Ofreevr him want i.
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