A letter from June 13th, 2023

N’awts rasod i asw in meit ash reyall ta loynel i ot jialu ilef os reh dinefr ahev my esnfrid ugrpo ustj dtdin’ isht own hse ttah mite besuace dan iefrdn at ylarle leocs. Stoeh to utb avhe henpap hiktn btuoa os i thur evha to aekt eht nad em i msea kgtnia htikn i id’ndt dan ym i it tsay tbu i my veah hte efil elab ecbseua i me od oanng nda nweh refat i 14 dya idd of me awnt i and m’i had egfnesli leif ti qanacuanceist st’i my ryleal btu eh baout m’i ttha eervy baout uabot lsitl vole i own cera stwa’h i ihm n’dtdi casre jsut leki nda onw for eavh nto tub ’itdnd cinsncu,qaetaa eilf at. Kile i m’i verne geos eosrw hrut apni lefe aayw eenv eht adn. In ro me oyu akcb rmfo enhsto tjsu be thiw drefintef ti to asphe hchwi eevn eomr asalwy tuhsr a mesco dan. Stih ahtt hpayp ton im’ ot rewit bale kbac mi’ to. Ym ot ti saekm gntaik idd ecuas i le,if on esrsuio em eb oww i ti siwh ntishg i btu kmea in’ddt asw klei esonth ubt rlleay nad i i ’ntidd ni. Tegra lefi os won oingg learly hgitr ’eratn. M’i not i ro awy kolo eth my ydbo hitw ypaph. Ot tusj ’im udse i lfmsey otfnndeic ni nto be sa. Hignav im’ lymesf tog in rtbloue nndo-usgiescsge ni nda of a lto ihst oot ’mi olt dna reya a i ylmesf btodu. Sioghmnte lkie em lsfee ro eb oyamrne taluf slfee tou nad we llwe adn rgehteot ot why i hte tsuj anhg ndoe’ts dan i ntwa moistemse rasneo it saw em nermaoy he ti nngaiyth nwo kiel os and c’ant ddi ym ym ti do hitw ybdfnrioe ’sti. Is ’lli wnat rfo sya but kown ewe’r rleod all orf tbu tno he no i owh attsndi my tgo kabc inesc ’im dan od ahtt lwil ikel mih hwat get rlgi ihm i tsuj heav hsa my nami nda ’tdno si own leba owh **** i and ew but sueac lkei rehettgo newh a nwo vei’ juts lsefe hocsol era cna dpesousp vetehngryi adn my adn i drasec eh het i to we orf i euasc liek it nca asy enqsituo owkn ot i atth my me a it vyre smeoc thaw tuo thayingn i sruth bcka ’streeh o,tl eb nnbgginei and igve epdnehap we aref aeemgnd ether taht e,b is lwil meor aiwt eb ihts eb imh hmi juts dsa even dene waht esru kabc, ntigh foefr fro hte mterta dna egt i igrht nebe is’t ti’s taituoins past eh em llwi of tiaw dna nhwe ugonhe nowk goehtter ntha bgstegi ucaeesb ’ntac ghtyanni to. Fo dan atth otn yrev ts’i ’mi ounehg waear. Awti sef,a istrf edibnfoyr ihm wanna ttha adsi ftirs shgotemin a nda aws the darcs my tlo tgenitg i yenfbroid heva me ,meairgra a ti ikel i m’i up os to my i my in od aryzc ot do ot ’ontd adn tge uofnd i so i ekil s’ti fesylm wrtho it i hchwi aehv hwo os tsol fsrti tbu i imh lla swa sebaceu adn i i rynhitgeve v adn ixetdec fele so sola to eamks ttas’h i acehgn evol neo ’ehs him, me ym utb nda he ’tis npoe dna adn do ltil uatob i o,knw tub thwi and notqieus imznaag and ysa ovel naawn wsroe nda i my wno. I i ookl ym woh i aintyhng way or in aecf elik notd’ ondt’ elki eth. Asyt teoerght lrayle i us to eefvrro want. Wnta vfeorer this i. I errfvoe hmi tnwa.