A letter from June 13th, 2023

Guopr tmei ehva yalerl nad dirfne seh swa i nrifde ni isht lceso lralye dt’idn atth so ifredns ta aeusbec imte ot nsatw’ hre llnoey nwo osrda ta i jsut ahs elif uialj my. Ym of im’ tciaesanuacqn me feil i fiel i obaut touba m’i veah ienglfes nad hte atnw but tauob sutj stlli ayd nad i ovel ktinh me rof ta i ym efil ahd ot do ntikh own ti yllare 14 ym aetrf i did utb ryeev uthr ogann em w’aths nwhe it acer to bcseaeu adn lkei i nad os teka bela heav acesr i tub mase hatt ahve toehs i he taubo ist’ i tsay not veha akngit ’nddit indt’d now entnuca,qasaci btu nad eth pnahpe ’tndid i imh. Yaaw the ’mi elef iapn i tuhr ikle veen gsoe nda neerv ersow. Thsur ni a hitw ouy bakc me tonehs to ihcwh eb smoce sjtu rofm rmoe ti finetfrde eenv pheas and ro alsywa. Htat to twire pyahp akbc mi’ im’ ton tihs bale ot. Be tbu ym tinghs tub fel,i iswh ti csaue on oww thones i i it nad in oeiussr did to eakms leyral ditd’n emak asw ddin’t ilke i em i i gnatik. Niogg nwo os ghrit aryell naet’r ielf eargt. Otn way body im’ yhpap ihwt my ro eht i look. Nto as i’m be tujs usde to mfslye in i onnticdef. I’m smefyl ’im gniudoeesnsgcs- ahgnvi tlo ni in a iths ryea nda esfylm fo nad bluetor gto a lto otdub oot i. Kile did leefs tuo or do ’tdenos now anwt to yhw it ew sflee tjsu anyeomr my lftua the ’tnca tis’ ynngiath dan i rmeonya wlel htiw troeegth wsa fnobreyid nad em eilk it eh so me eb gmieoshnt it roaens hang dna isestomem my i dan. Ew tsuj of i i si hitnygna ened woh ays who etrgoeth hte iestggb sit’ it to **** ear btu ofr asy enhw my ielk eb and elord htta etg osecm my twia rfae my wokn imh terghtoe ekli rthus dan aevh pehaednp sah suaceeb gntih o,lt anc’t si rof ads can nto taremt i kba,c is’t nad he he gril ngoheu on nad uasec efsle htwa ’tdon i tsju i we it lkei ahtt ot eben ofr isth cbak em he itnasdt vehrniegty inotusati rhtee illw bakc nweh sucae oppesdsu od i tub hte tiaw my nwko i hatt adn ahwt nowk omre is ofr a sarcde srue adn tou me tniaynhg ihm we’er nda elba edgnmae be even apst lla nmia gto i ew ihm egvi irgth be llwi twna eb, a dna tahw evi’ nca onw ’lil nath ilwl sheet’r ervy inbineggn slocoh ot nicse uqiotesn egt tbu mih tjus i fofer i’m wno. Nda gehonu ’ist not hatt vyre m’i of weaar. Mhi mhi and ti nnaaw asrdc i so dna pneo itrfs ym cabseue ot dna i’m nagzmia nad i whort was tsol ,asef ltil my dna have was up eht lal dais now so lto ’hse yelsmf oefnirdyb loas ednrybfio iegyehntvr ot and it os ym a tbu i asy od leef so ni me ot skema i rweso aawnn ot taht i dna i unfdo tiwa a owh i kno,w tod’n od him, tbu dan he gte ym i e,irmaagr utb love em i ’sthta my i v cxteide i i yazrc velo ittgeng ekli do ekil egcahn hoesingtm oen nda tfris avhe nda eiqnuost st’i tfirs s’ti hwchi aubto hwit. Ym or i feac owh i kloo ’tond the in ytnhiagn elik wya eikl n’dot i. I to antw llryea us ayst efvorre tthgeoer. Atnw eevofrr hist i. Hmi ntwa reerofv i.