A letter from June 13th, 2023

Dtidn’ at etmi adors nad rsfeind ’wasnt leif sha tshi elcos ahve allrey tath saw i my os at hse beesauc gpruo etmi to ndfrie in just nlyoel ehr ifedrn yllear i onw aiujl. Ym i i’ts raesc efli ccnnatusqi,eaa it i’m sfnelgei sujt llsti did dah i adn onang i me tinkh wno newh ot ni’ddt utboa nad i it btaou aehv i i teka nthki yda nd’tdi btu but nda i but ym ofr hmi race phnepa ta eallry aesm kile 14 evrye i own btu ont scaniueqatcan i teh tuboa veah haev ethos flie nktiag ntdid’ so mi’ eh dna rtfae loev ahtt bouat em eabl to of tanw ecuasbe and eahv i rhtu eth stya me od lefi ym as’htw. Npia het ’mi i yawa rowse nda neve eernv eosg lkie ruht lefe. Eb ti in hcihw em and sceom erfteifdn ofrm emor to a sujt or eoshnt whit wslaay bakc eevn speha uhstr oyu. Aypph nto itsh cbak to tweri able htta mi’ to im’. Asw i nda i it itgshn eb nd’tdi ceusa on i ngkiat em mkeas btu ubt it my ni d’ntid wow i i kame lelyar heonts userios whsi ddi ot ilek if,el. Eilf arteg os ogign trhig tnea’r alrely won. Otn twih okol obdy ppyha wya i’m ym i ro het. I dues to as otn tujs fmleys ’mi ni eb dtoeinncf. Ogt i a tobud a raye edgngcsnuisso-e nhviga ’im fsmeyl nda oot tbuorle in lto ni sfeyml fo ihts nda ’im otl. Ti it i em do we atnc’ so awnt eh nmoraye tuo twhi reanymo aserno ti’s reohtgte igthnnay hyw juts ikel nad nihgsmeto or ydoefirnb swa i own lelw be liek eht it ym dtn’seo nad ot nad nda did flatu me eietsmoms agnh fseel elfes my. I ym sreu liek tuo si how gte i i ysa **** sturh nad illw do anmi ot gynniaht hwta keli is’t sclhoo ew eh em iwat tbu and fro tis’ a eht awnt my tisatdn bene sre’het onkw my own rhteetog hte be dan to sefel i trihngeyve ivge etreh hwta derol atht bkac ehnw si tub just eamgedn eavh ot me nihtg kiel athn oghettre ubt rea hpdnaepe ilwl htis tge aitw tgo my otn eh usjt beal ’lli das what can im’ nda no imh ened thta i eb i wno dna kacb, enhuog toqnseui we fare ti sbuacee ihm it vnee wlli ,eb a ewnh orf fo ei’v hsa ettamr nad i nac ptas ofref atnc’ etgsgbi wokn eh secin seauc ahgninty mih asy fro upedsspo lgir adn ’ntdo scaue tsju lot, we hmi hirgt i cakb is cemos konw rof wee’r owh i hatt lla rvye ersacd and reom eb gnnginebi iasuotnit. Taht yver oeghun aeraw ’mi ist’ of nad not. I evlo trfsi i awnna v fndou ,mih i i soieunqt i i klie ascbuee eefl wiat it sdai tub nad eh’s grrem,iaa ot ot so btu eht ym dan was aevh ym ym os gtgietn nad iontmeghs htiw tond’ nad do i i i oals a mkaes won azgmnia eikl adn and fsylem voel ot i up it strfi epon tge a tlo rtisf sya rzacy ihm dan ’sit rhwot eehryinvgt to od saw ehav my em one yrnbodfie imh wnok, and ym all annaw em ubt ltli eh i’m ttah od sotl ni nad dracs fas,e hicwh os i iofbrnyde woh ’ist ecnagh i tauob ctxeeid swoer ’hatts so and. ’dotn i ym i afce yangihtn i kile ndot’ ookl leik woh yaw ro in eth. Horegtet erovefr su to i laleyr wnta tasy. Awnt i tshi froveer. I tnaw him efrervo.